-Green In My World-

finally over~~~

Sunday, July 17, 2005

halo here again! wow! all hard work gone to waste... compeition over le... feeling happi but sadden too... why mi so scared leh? can do de... then cannot do now... haix... really let da whole grp n mrs keong down...

on wed... compeition started... ya noe wat.... i train for all event but oli take part in da beam... which i fear most... to tink i can do better in beam... mrs keong put mi in n mi let her down... sadden sia... during warming up... i can do it... not dropping at all... but compeite tat time... fall down... haix... mi so sadden... can do de yet cannot do at tat time... jus telling myself why i so nervous at tat point of time... mess up all da things... haix! let all ppl down... wat to do? can oli work hard next time lor... anyway... wat done cannot be undone... jus hope to be better next time... :'(

sch ba.... jus 1 dae nv go sch nia... things for mi like veri difficult... like cannot catch up arj... haix! now can oli keep working on nia... jus few more months to exam le... feeling scared arh... dunno wat will happen to mi leh... results dropping like siao... tink tis year cannot get scholarship le... which i used to get for da past 2 yrs... must word hard arh... if not will let my mama down... must show gd results to her... must not let her down... :p

k gtg... wish all my friends all da best ba! best wishes!! :D

green is my world @ 1:11 AM