wow! todae gd time arh... though past few dae busy like hell worx! hahas! but finally can relax le... hahas! past few dae keep having practice for da teachers' dae performance... change here n there... wow! really damn tired... then ppl keep cuming n going off... veri hard to get them together indeed... but in the end still manage to make a gd 1 out of it... lucky worx! anyway mi really veri si bai leh... cant even organise a class properly... haix!
then after tat went back to cedar... da whole place was veri dark arh... cos of da renovation work... haix! miss old cedar arh... really change alot leh... then teachers all change... priciple olso change le... aiyo... so different arh... then now oli 1 session... so da sch closes at 1 lor... teachers all left at 1... cant tok more to them... now even worse... all my teachers hu hab taught mi all gone le... retire le arh... except for 2 chinese teachers... others cant find them le... damn sadden... anyway lucky got a contact of 1 teacher... she becum a grandma le worx! but too bad cant see her arh... she dun let.. dunno how she is le... hope she hab gd health ba... haix! cedar gonna be remove le... going to move to da opp block... kinda miss da place.. da place which i always play... miss da studying environment... da new sch... dunno wat it will be like ba... hope will be like da usual arh... dun change too much...
after da visit, mi go out wif my friends... wow! take neoprints... can vomit blood arh... take so long to choose a machine... then choose le arh... then dunno wat to do... aiyo... will make mi de blood boil... hahas! then take da neoprints... wow! mi de 1st time taking such ugly neoprints arh... 1st time to giv such an ugly prints... then decorate olso... aiyo such a failure... my worse prints ever... dun tok bout tis... ltr vomit blood... hahas! anyway... todae enjoy myself arh... hahas! tok quite alot todae.,.. then keep making fun of ppl too... hahas!
wendy~ green is my world @ 5:42 AM
hahas! todae go sch... no gym olso go sch... a little sian arh... todae can say learn new things ba.. mi manages to learn da tatic of da chinese oral arh... hahas! then olso tried out da oral reading arh... hahas! dint do well i should say... even da teacher say a little disappointed in mi... hahas! but nvm... mi will work harder de... at least i noe where my mistake are n tat i could learn from there arh... hahas! mi mus prastice more on my oral readding... then can i do better arh... then as for writing arh... really nid lots of time to know da words n tat to take time to rite da words to rmb it arh... chinese really hard work worx!after 2 hrs of da so call remedial arh... then i went to eat with mi de friends... da usual four of us.. hahas! then really make mi angry is tanny arh... suppose to give my a maths notebook to mi de... but dun wan give it back to mi... dunno she lazy or wat la... say helping her mama... then ask mi go her hus downstair get... but in da end ask her maid to bring it to da mac to mi... hahas! haix! then another one is my closeest friend ba... haix! dunno wat went wrong le... my temper getting out of hand ba... the whole studying hrs mi went quiet... dint tok at all... cus angry wif someone... haix! really miss da past her... she had change le arh... veri cheeky arh... jus miss da pass her ba... dunno when she will get it back to da past... dobut she will wan it back ba... or should say hard to get it back arh... really wish to be back to da pass... to da pass of sec 2... tat is which things are happy... tat is da times which i like most... for da present... things dun seem right... no more happy moments... no more laughter from mi le... waiting da those pass time to be back... damn miss it...sadden~wendy green is my world @ 12:23 AM
halo... feeling rather down worx! did veri badly for my history test arh.. haix! wat's going on with mi leh? sadden~ did study de... y still did so badly leh? if liddat goes on... tis year die le... prepared to retain le arh... all my subjects sux lor... hw getting more n more... then testes cuming arh... dunno wat to do leh... then keep staying back in sch for lesson... hardly hav time to go hm early n do my work... time really not enough arh... how leh? can any1 tell mi wat to do? hiax! testes cuming le... rather stress arh... dint know anything leh... teacher tok too fast le arh... really nid help badly... now maths can cope... other kns... dunno wat mi doing olso... really nid help arh...then teachers' day performance... ytd da worse of all... all go hm then left so less ppl... dint hav da chance to perform da whole skit... oli sang da song... n da song... sing so lously leh... like all not co-operative liddat... haix! hope tml will be a better 1 ba... mus do well arh... if not ppl say we use da teacher as a shield to get in de... haix! happy olso cus zinam nv avoid mi le... we like jie di arh... can tok n play happily le... lucky worx! dint hurt him arh! if not mi heart sank... hahas! anyway... got 1 prob... dunno y he treat mi so cold leh... mi dint do anything to him leh... then like avoiding mi arh... dunno wat's wrong with him arh... izzit my fault again? cus him to be sadden? to break his heart leh? really dint know... can any1 tell mi wat happen to him ma? i realy wan help him.. wanna him to cheer up arh... dun wanna him to be sadden de... tell mi ba... wendy green is my world @ 2:02 AM
haix! todae bad dae ba! late for history lesson then stand outside for 2 lesson... stupid him... jus late a little nia... then stand outside... stupid quek la! say can ans da qns he ask can go in sit... mi pian pian dun wan ans... see wat he can do... anyway ans olso no use... still nid go poq de... save my saliva batter... hahas! todae whole dae during da histiory lesson dint pay attention... dunno wat he toking bout... tok so softly... cant even hear properly... then keep asking ppl outside if we know da ans... he so gd then stand outside... then we tok... see he can hear not lor... stupid! anyway... poq le... nid do essay again... haix! bloody sian lor... he say no time then now keep on keeping us back... olso dunno wat he wanna... wanna gain popularity ma? he so ugly... dunno hu will wan him... hahas! but like his teaching lor... cus mi can understand... jus dun like his face nia... hahas!then todae history teat... tink i dint study well ba... da essay quek got go through de... but mi like blank out at tat time... dunno how to rite... haix! hope mi can at least pass ba... dun wish to fail arh... anyway... da source-based damn hard sia... dunn how to do too... haix! beginning to be more slacky le... dun feel like going sch... sch is beginning to be more boring... n tiring... nth fresh is starting... haix! wat happen to mi huh? why mi becum liddat? hu can help mi leh? feeling sadden each dae... haix! feeling sry for some1 too... paiseh worx! mi hurt ya arh... hurt ya badky ba... maybe some1 will be gd to ya... n suit ya ba... mi not fit to be with ya... some1 else will be gd de arh... really damn sry worx! haix! mi cant give ya happiness but oli sadness arh... pls forgive mi... wendy~ green is my world @ 3:44 AM
haix! so damn bored todae... gym... mi almost late for gym.. then olso dint do things right... all skills gone le... haix! dunno wat happen arh... dun hav da mood to do anything... mi feel like fight wif my kor... but dun dare... scared hurt him... tat last time fought wif him was da most fun 1... wanna fight wif him again... then todae gym leh... do da same old thingy... but now got something new... uneven bar worx! wow! long time nv do... but lucky still can do a little... skill nv lost much arh... but on da beam... die le... keep dropping down... cant balance miself... hahas! then da backsommer... got something wrong le... keep doing wrong thing... haiz! floor leh... dint do much... todae slack lots arh... sadden~then left early to go ppl hus... da hus... da dog so er xin... keep licking mi... then pull mi hair... bite mi too... naughty dog... lucky mi dun hav dog... if not mi fan si le.. hahas! haix! at his hus... so bored de... she ps mi... cause mi to be so bored... such big light bulb i'm... should not go in da 1st place... should hav quickly go off... but too late le... go his hus... mi cant do anything... da dog keep following mi... shou bu liao her... lick here n there de... go hm got da dog smell... yucks! sian sia~seeing her so xin fu... mi happy for her... but she hav pressure... but mi cant help... dun wish to interfer too... mi feeling damn sadden for her too... mi so xian mu her... how i wish i hav some1 hu care bout mi... luv mi... but tis oli appear in mi de dreams... no such thing will happen on mi de... mi will oli hurt da 1 hu care for mi... hurt ppl... mi feel sadden too... no one to care for mi... to like mi... haix! how i wish i'll hav da 1 dae ba... sadden~ wendy~ green is my world @ 3:44 AM
hahas~! look at this picture
i know how to check IP le ya. hahahas~!
he used my name and jhomel's name. very lame right??
coward!!!
wendy~
green is my world @ 6:41 AM
wow! thanks everyone leh... for helping out ytd... n olso to take part in da drama arh.. hahas! wow! ytd a great show everyone... a hard work put arh... shouting n screaming was not bad then... veri gd worx! 1st time 2 n class so united 2gother arh... a happy 1 worx... thought make lots of things last min arh... but we still able to make things in time... tis mus really thanks barbara n yuqian for tis arh... keep on shouting at us.. hahas! cus them to be sick arh! feel bad too... mi dint help at all... hahas! anyway... over le... cant undone anything... but was happy for tis performance for teachers' ae arh... really hope to get in... hahas! cus we stay back for tis for long hours... then olso ppl getting sick n so on de... so really hope to get in...hahas! evrything we do.. will hav good end bahx! hahas! todae they say da results for da audition thingy... wows! i thought we cant make it... feeling sad too... then suddenly hen say 3n1... mi really damn shocked arh... we indeed make it worx! a veri good thing then... hahas! bamn happy to hear tat... must thanks all ppl participate in da performance arh... hahas! they did a gd job worx! quek was happy... thinking tatit was him... hu help us arh... but he mus tink did he really help ma? anyway... maybe he did... must thanks him too lor... now nid improve on our presentation le... mus plant mic around us to tok better... hahas! like da guan huai fang shi man... so touching arh... hahas! tink will touch da ppl ba... hope so...k lor... mi rite till here... hahas! dint hav much to rite... so gtg le... next time then roite bahx! hahas! buaix! wendy~ green is my world @ 1:43 AM
wahahas~ happy worx! finally a thing cuming out from da class... all thanks to yuqian... yuqian... mi luv ya lots... hahas! quek will not hav things to say us le... tat's gd... then will not say our class not coperative le...actually things are difficult in da begining... but luck got da lewis to help... though a little rush for da audition... but at least we make it... NA class unite together... tink will be da best... cus we normal students ma... but some are not lor... so nvm la... at least still got others interested de... though todae shouting alot... to get da class together... tinking of da script.. changing here n there de... seeing ppl faces... but in da end still manage to do smth out... getting together to sing da song real difficult... but in da end... we made it... singing da tune out.. n da feeling... real touching arh... hope can touch da teachers' heart ba... n then to get to da final... to perform tis to da fellow teacher teaching us... wow! really nid thanks da whole class arh... so co-operative for once... hahas! anyway we still hav yet to finish up da drama... half-way through nia... tml nid finish it up worx... if not thurs produce nth arh...there will be happy n sad times too... ytd night da most unhappy dae... if i would hav gone to slp early... thing will not be liddat.. such busybodies i'm... haix1 ytd quarrels alot... wanna help nia... then scold mi back for nth... bloody! haix! then spent da whole night crying... crying for him(cousin)... sometime mi wonder y he liddat? how can i help? er... sometimes i wonder y cant i go hm slp... mus stay at mi grandma hus... go sch olso fang bian ma... slp there will not listen to so much quarrels... so much crap... can be peaceful... not like here... so many things happening de... dunno when can move back hm... waiting for da dae to cum...anyway mi here wanna thanks 3n de ppl arh... thanks for ya all de help... thanks... wendy~ green is my world @ 4:47 AM
haha~ ytd my pleasant arh... bless with 'shooting stars'~ hahas~ ytd started wif a boring dae but then end it quite well la... starting was a terrible one... so slacky arh... dint wanna move at all... jus sit there n watch... tok n so on... then nth can be done... so sit at tanny hus for a long time... toking crap n not da main one... the dance which wanna do was rather funni... like a monkey danceing.. a clown performing... but not a person... hahas! so tanny keep asking ppl to cum her hus to teach us but... too bad... cant make it... so da whole dae slack lor... then when we were bout to go... we started throwing pillows, toys etc. round... throwing at each other... dust flying all over... then soon everyone was kena hit at least once... then decide to go hm le... aiya... the moment i step out of da room... everyone started sneezing... ahchooo here n there de... haha! so funni arh... worse arh... jhomel like kena sore eyes... whole eyes red arh... hahas! as for mi da whole night sneezing lor...
as for today arh... mi mood swing arh... so mi sorry if i make ya angry etc. mi todae siao arh... everyuthing not wif mi... so i'm sorry... haix! 2 more dae to teachers' dae auidition le... still haven done a shit... dunno on wed how arh... maybe mi cant control da class ba... then tat's why... wat can i do to let da class listen to mi leh? feeling down... haix! now at least got 1 ppl help mi le... we 2 do da work... do till no one wan it... n even say skit so old le... so childish arh... then hav to change le... let them decide better...
mi tink mi not suitable to be monitress arh... class dun respond to watever i say de... huh? tink i'll not wan be monitress le... change mi can? so ya all will not be unhappy wif mi le arh... green is my world @ 3:38 AM
haix! know da thing hurts mi... last week on cold war wif her... dint tok at all... haix! wat's wrong wif mi? attitude problem ma? i olso dunno... hu can help mi leh? tis wk even worse things been happening... lucky testes over le... if not no mood study... then fail everything le...haix! gym... kinda sian.. not much to do... but mi happy tat i can do back sommer le...hahas! today learn little things nia.. always do beam arh... but mi really slack alot tis year... haix! dun hav da mood to do things... dunn wat happen too... mi now thurs... sometimes olso dun wanna go train... like nth to do arh... but todae go cus wanna relax... hav been studying for pass 2 wk for da stupid test... really dun even wanna go watch tv lor... hahas~ then todae can say is sian ba... beam n beam de... dun hav others to do... then go do back sommer... mi do till back hollow... funni sia... but damn scary sia... like veri high liddat worx! but lucky stull can stand... if not teacher can scold mi le... hahas! er... mi still got lots of things to learn... dunno when will i master it... mi hope can do things myself n not ask teacher to help...as for da friendship thingy... mi wan forget bout it... do mi harm nia... then mi wan solve things myself n not seek others ppl de help... really arh! so mi rite till here le~haix! lost mi de bio textbk... hu da idoit steal my bk huh? bloody hell... my hard earn money leh... liddat fly away... now cant study... cant do much... must depend on da notes le...haha~ now mi feeling happy... go quek concert ytd... though boring but ltr enjoy... he sung da song ok lor... nth much... but da sound system like dun like him... keep on cant play da music... make him xia suey... hahas~ then go pasir panjang there... tanny noe da place arh... n noe all ppl there... hahas~ having fun wif her youngest sis... keep on playing n she keep on making mistake... wow! veri fun indeed...
wendy~
green is my world @ 11:45 PM
wow~ todae a short dae arh... hahas! no morning asswembly worx! sp good... no nid stand so long arh... hahas! all thanks to da rain... wow1 rain mi luv ya lots! hahas! then todae mi class so guai... all wear red arh... hahas! so hot worx! see we so united leh... got class spirted arh... hahas! quek dun hav da right to scold us le... then can same da heraing from him... hahas!
then mi todae got home happy happy de... but someone say mi tat mi say her arh... mi whole dae my mouth is shut... dint even wan open my mouth... how mi scold her... how mi say her huh? haix! like everything my fault arh... am i tat bad? haix! oli 1 thing nia... all my fault le... kaoz!
er... today celebration damn nice... oli da 1st part arh... mi ahte it... da tan tok so much... mearly fall asleep arh... hahas! but i like da 1st movie clip... so touching arh... nearly cry for them... wanna see more! but stop half way... dint finish watching... dunno y... then da next 1 was a short one... not nice de... can anyone tell mi wat da name of the 1st movie clip huh? mi wanna see da movie arh... hahas!
national dae cuming arh... which is tml... mi sadden arh... cant see fireworks leh... no one pei mi go see... haix! then tml olso cant see... so sadden arh... mus wait till next year le... anyway... hopex can see it soon... next 2 dae no sch wan go out... any1 wan go out ma? mi feel bored at home arh... hahas! so rite till here ba...
~wendy~ green is my world @ 4:49 AM
wahahaha~ tml 'makan fiesta' arh! haha! got things to do le... can get cip points too... though hard work arh... but mi still wan do... cus can help mi forget things too... dun nid go think of those unhappy things le... haha! tis few dae is my most unhappy dae... all things seem happening to mi... veri tired le... dun wish to tink back... got things do to keep mi occupied... mi will feel better arh... hahas!
todae go levina hus... teach her maths... mi make myself blur too... but see her so happy... dun feel like breaking tis friendship... but mi cant... haix! see tis friendship make mi cry... make mi tink of more things happening... olso dunno how to say... but mi really sadden... heart broken arh~ no 1 cane help mi... help mi mend my heart... really broken to pieces... feel like crying... haix! anyway mi cant reply ur msg... really over too much le... explode le arh... dun blame mi...
anyway... though hav a gd friendship... in between will still hav things happening... even if break tis friendship... will still be friends ma... still classmates arh... so stay happy ba!
green is my world @ 4:17 AM
hihi! so sadden again... make someone cry but looks like is my fault le lor... everything my fault nor da person fault... she is always right de... mi dun giv it a damn... lalalas!
u say mi ps ya... tinking when levina not in sch mi will accompany ya? bull shit... no way... mi will not de... ya ps ppl 1st arh... y should i accompany ya? when levina in sch ya stick to her like super glue... oh my... dun let ppl near her... oh pls leh... wat is tis? then levina not in sch ya wanna stick to gladys... wanna mi pai ya... oh pls la... ya ps us at 1st... nv thought of how we will be... so now ya know da feeling le ba... dun say mi wan say ya... mi stating da fact arh... so ya should be happy le ba... levina cuming back on mon... then ya stick to her forever... mi will not disturb ya de... anyway...
I WANNA BEAK TIS FRIENDSHIP LE!!!
IS MEANINGLESS FOR MI!!!
SINCE YA HATE MI SO MUCH!!!
RATHER END IT SOON THEN HAV IT IN PAIN!!!
HURTS MY HEART!!!
anyway to end tis...
Friendship are not always GOLDEN!!! n CAN be BREAK easily! RMB TAT!!!
wendy~ sadden
green is my world @ 6:38 AM
mi todae damn sadden~ haix~ dunno wat mi do tis few dae... nv been myself lately too... keep asking for da worst... some1 told mi smth that break my heart... really break my hear... my best of friend leh... liddat say mi... gd thing nvm arh... but is bad thing... somemore she is da one closeest to mi arh... mi tell her things which i know... but now cum say mi... haix~ tell mi wat to do...
today... totally no mood to do anything... cant keep focuse too... anything olso cant do well... somemore got ss test... i tink fail le... nv study well... all is wat i rmb nia... no mood do ss test... decide rite letter... to let it off but cant... mood changes oli when in maths secind period... can forget things le... but after sch... tink da things back... heart broken~ when i know da... really wanna broke into tears.. but control it...
I HATE PPL SAY THINGS BEHIND MY BACK!!!
ESPECIALLY THOSE CLOSEST TO MI!!!
DUN WANNA BE HEARTBROKEN~~~
wendy~ sadden~ green is my world @ 2:06 AM
