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outsider
Tuesday, November 15, 2005

halo! should post it on sun de arh... but din online lor... sun really a veri tired dae lor... play badminton wif my pri sch friend arh... somemore at night lor... aiyo... really veri tired arh... hahas! then olso feel kinda weird wif them arh... hahas! then in da afternoon go 'wy hus'... hais! really feel sadden... kinda feel left out arh... they got things to tok... mi noe nuts bout tat... can olso do my own stuff lor... really feel like an outsider... a transport gal! tat dae can say is my worse dae ba... din hav 1 to tok to mi either... sobs~

then ytd... olso da same... having da class bbq.. actually thought of not going de... but then in da end go lor... to join in da fun arh... but then things happening again... haix! they tok theirs... mi do nuts... can olso sit there n stare at da sky... but luckily gladys is there... at least we got things to tok bout... hear her story mi feel sadden for her... really pity her arh!she say da stuff really damn touch lor... nearly make mi brust out to tears... at da same time mi felt angry wif some1... we cant s her but she can.. kinda unfair lor... aiyo... better not tok unpleasant thing... ltr fall out again... so ytd went hm quite early lor... thought of going hm at around 10+ de... but they wan go hm early so... ok lor... mi dun mind... but olso ytd beat my kor veri hard... felt sry for him... damn sry arh...

then todae is kinda sian for mi lor... din hav fun at all... thought of going to da gym retreat de... but in da end din go coz... some1 cant make it... her mama dun allow... mi olso dunno y... kinda feel sad too la... wanna go badly n hav fun lor... but alright wif it lor... still got next year but dunno will or not... haix! then olso lie to mrs keong again le... hahas! hope they will hav fun ba... n olso enjoy da chalet arh...

* do not like naming names... so nv say hu izzit arh... oli da person herself/himself noe nia...

sobs~ wendy~

green is my world @ 3:37 AM