-Green In My World-

results back! did badly!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

haix! todae get back almost all of my result... badly done... wat to do? i hav already did my best.. giving my 100% in the exam... but still did badly... i'm oli happy for my a maths... 1st time in main exam i pass.. maybe not that well but at least i pass... i nid to work extra hard for my n-level le... thinking will i make it? haix!

then my eng leh... fail lor... din pass... fail veri badly indeed... todae get back the paper... almost broke out in tear... but control it.. my eng was once a failure but inproved when in p6... now back to failure.. so wat to do? having tuition or not leh... veri confused... wanting to help mum save money for her own use.. but now had to spend her money again... asking for tution... sec tuition aint cheap... bout $300... asking my cousin tutor to teach mi eng... but olso not sure if she can teach... she is after all teaching pri sch... dunno if she can teach upper sec eng... now at a lost... haix! can any1 tell mi wat to do?

others result was ok... but my bio results drop le... din do quite well either... then ss leh... was worse... like jus pass nia.. not a gd result for tis yr... then get back chi... din do well either... coz got laolao teach ma... so dun ask for much... when my standard is low... plus her lously teaching... i can suffer... not mi alone... others olso say too... so will we have a change in teacher? must depend le... i hope to change teacher... if tis go on... i will suffer... f&n result leh... should say alot din get high marks bahx! for mi leh... is almost reaching the high score... but was pull down by the essay... rite so much and get oli 2 marks... that's the worse i got... dunno is dunno how to mark.. or i dunno how to rite... anyway wat done cant be undone... can oli wait for the overall result out and then work harder for the prelim...

now waiting for my chem and his result... will i score for tis 2 to pull up my combined sci and human? i hope so... i wan to hit my target... now everything is below my target... should work harder le... no more holidae for mi during the june break... hav to go sch for 2 weeks for lesson... and then hav to prepare for my n-level le... i really wanna do well... anyone can help mi in my sub?

wendy[sobs~]

green is my world @ 3:43 AM

yeah! exam over liao!

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

hahas! exam over le... so gd.. feeling relax now? mi dun... getting back result tml le.. mass papaer check... will i pass all my subject? will i pass my eng? haix! damn scared yea! what to do? now thinking what to do tml... now feeling so scared... why teacher mark the papaer so fast? tml get back all exam paper... wonder what will i be tml... when i get back my papaer..

will i break out in tear? due to failing my sub? or due to passing my paper? really din know what will happen tml... will i be jumping in joy? or sit there like nth have happen? will i be veri nosy? asking ppl's marks? will i have the mood in the 1st place... now so tense up bout my result... fearing of not able to pass my subject... haix!

eng and a maths are my worse subject... veri shaky... cant even pass that kind... will miracle happen tml? that i will these 2 sub? and others with flying colour? the main is eng and a maths... failing eng will be worse means that my n-level will suffer... failing a maths means i will have to drop this sub and olso express e maths... taking na e maths instead... and olso mean that i nid to pay more wasting money for my e maths... olso to pay extra for the na e maths...

this year am i veri playful? not attentive? losing confident in myself... cant even know which i will pass... last time at least i know what i will pas.. but this time round... mi cant... fearing of the sub... is tis the mi that i know? NO! i wan all my sub to pass... i wan to hav my confident back... i wan to be hardworking again... no more play... no more fun... oli work and study... tis is the mi in the past... i mus get it back... i MUIST!!!!

k bahx! rite till here... bb... hoping to pass my exam with flying colour...

wendy~

green is my world @ 4:23 AM

exam over soon

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

wahahas! finally can online le.. damn sian yap.. stuck at hm studying all dae.. cant even touch da computer lor... so sian... mi so ke lian yea! but now can touch liao... so great... can play com le... hahas!

past week really stress man.. nid to study and study de... brain exploding liao... then da 1 week keep staying back... really wan break down yap.. when reach hm saw da pile of bks on my table... dun wish study le.. but dun wish to dail my exams... mi study and study... brain keep on working not resting at all... keep on burning in more and more infor... till i break down... wanna give up... haix! why nid to study? why nid to hav exam? wat's da use? oli make 1 stress nia... during tat week lucky got 1 hu help mi... teach mi olso... keep disturbing him too... hahas! really kinda paiseh yap.. hahas! but then he olso la... ask mi maths... as for da rest of subjects... olso dunno how... tis yr kinda no hope liddat... like do each paper no confident at all de... how huh? mi dun wish to fail yea! i really study veri hard le... i even disturb my sis to call her help mi... go tuition and ask him loads of qns... ask friends and make them sick of mi... hahas!

i hope not to fail a-maths... failing a-maths mean to drop da subject and take na mtahs... i dun even hav da chance to take e-maths at o-level... i really try my best le... i really work veri hard le... i really spent all my time on a-maths le... i even do all da tys qns... do all of it... jus wanting to pass my a-maths... do not wish to fail... a pass for mi is able to make mi happy le... hoping to pass my a-maths bahx! as for other sub... hope to pass bah... din ask for more... a pass olso can... lossing confidence in myself... haix!

but olso got happy things... todae go out wif levina they all... hahas! nv go out wif them for l0ong time le... todae kinda fun la.. keep disturbing them.. hahas! and having all kinds of name de... wat 'tong xin yuan' de... hahas! anyway having fun lor... hope to hav tis kind opf outing again...

k bahx! rite till here le... wishing wishing... wishing for wish cum true... hahas!

wendy~

green is my world @ 11:04 PM