i should say i lose a friendship bahx! a close 1.. there is tis barrier tat stop mi from toking to her.. which block mi from toking.. but living her will help? actually i hav be thinking for a long time le.. hav been treating her coldly.. since the start of sch.. maybe by toking to her.. by laughing.. will mean entertainment bahx! i dunno if tis is correct.. i think she think the same way too.. as heard from ppl... so will i be bad to jus leave her? aactually i cant do it.. living her means living my close buddy levina and gladys.. i really dun wish to leave gladys alone.. anyway levina has her company.. so mi afraid..
in the end.. i make up my mind.. leaving the grp.. and really ignored her.. tis maybe my selfishness.. but i dun care wat ur say.. i rather hav my way.. my own peaceful and happy way.. wif the grp i have to face sadness which is not the mi.. wanna tok olso hav to see before doing.. anyway... i shld not say so much arh.. now the thing is gladys cry le.. she finally drop tears.. 1st time see her cry bitterly.. the cheerful her cry till liddat.. my heart sank.. kinda feel sad for her.. how i wish i hav dragged herb along.. but i dun wish hurt the whole grp.. so rather her choose her way.. i jus hope she wont cry again.. wanna her be cheerful and full of smiles..
[ gladys, a word from mi.. if u really think u cant take tis.. u hav a choose to make.. u may wan to let go n i will defintely welcum u to my grp.. i sincerely hope u will think tis over.. dun always think of others and not urself.. ask urself if u really wan to hav this carried on.. and wan to stay on.. n be left-out? the choice is urs.. so tink it over.. dun mistaken tat i wan u get out of tat grp.. i dun wish see u sad.. i wan u happy.. so u mus stay cheerful k..]
anyway leaving her.. i will hav her as enemy bahx! tis means i will have made myself a whole grp of enemy.. anyway prepared for tis le.. she may say alot of bad thiongs bout mi.. so be it.. i will not argue wif her.. n i will not open my barrier and allow her in.. olso i tink she mus know when to stick n when not to.. hope she will allow gladys hav some time wif levina.. i tink both of them hav to tok.. so pls let them hav private time too... tat i would thank you...
so write till her le... n-level cuming.. so work hard together.. dun stress urself up.. have more vit. c.. it will help u.. stay happy n cheerful.. best wishes to all...
wendy
green is my world @ 3:33 AM
Sin Wan Ling Wendy
8 January 1990
19 years old
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