wow! so fast 1 day has gone.. cny is so boring.. there is nth much to do de.. oli can eat.. hahas! so i will be fat le.. hahas!

on new year eve, was a veri tiring day for mi.. i have to wake up early in the morning at 6 to help out at the stall.. i oli slp at 12 liddat.. not enough slp lor.. but too bad.. who ask mi to be born in this family.. have to do all this work.. but my parents even worse.. they dun even have a chance to slp.. they do from fri morning to sat afternoon yea.. din even slp.. all day do work.. so i kind of feel bad.. they work even hard yea.. and here i'm complaining.. anyway on sat, we start busy early.. my parents n grandma went down at 1am.. help to pack all the things.. then divide the ducks and chicken into different container.. my parents will be outside doing the chopping for those who ordered.. then my grandma inside doing for last min ppl who wan to buy to pray.. as for my sibling and mi, we stand outside to help ppl take their orders when they give the receipt.. even though we start early, we still cant finish the packing and chopping on time.. ppl start cuming in at 7.. my mum have to keep chopping because those receipt fro 6900 onwards have not been packed and chooped.. so we have to hurry.. on th order hand, we have to finid other receipt and attend to the other customer.. there was tis time that a lady wan to chop her duck but was not indicated.. she insist that she did say she wan to chop.. so we hav a fuss over that.. we still have so many ducks to chop and is impossible to attend to hers 1st.. so we jus jus we cant.. if wan have to wait till 11.30.. then she argue so late.. and she say 'u all say wan to chop cum and collect at 10'.. omg.. this go on and on.. really veri tired bout this.. in the end.. my mum say she can chopped but she can oli cum and collect earliest at 11am.. she lost for word.. so agree and went off.. then another incident is that due to the weight of the roast meat.. i tell him everything over and over again.. then he say why is there an extra 90 cents.. omg i say it alot of time le.. i even show him the receipt yea.. then he cum and say mi din tell him properly that there was an inbalance on the roast meat.. thus an extra 90 cents.. watever.. i dun care wat he say.. i jus know that i did my job can le.. another incident is on the receipt which did not indicated wan to chop or no.. but on th orginal receipt, it did indicate.. i did not know.. so i say that u din say wan to chop so we cant chop for u.. then she say' if u din chop for mi, i wont take my orders.' she order alot yea.. if din take we will hav many left over.. so when i found her no. it was nicely pack.. it was chopped too.. so i'm damn lucky yea.. hahas! so everything was ok afater that.. we make a mistake and have a lot of left over.. my grandma even went to oredr more roast meat.. they give us 7 pieces and we left 5 pieces.. so tis year is really left alot.. we olso left 2 roast duck and 1 roast chicken.. which at 1st alot of ppl wan to buy but cant buy due to not enough.. we clear everything till 5 before we can go home.. so tiring yea.. we reached home.. all were slping le.. i bath before having a 30 min nap.. then have my reunion dinner.. we have steamboat.. but all dun hav the mood to eat.. that day after dinner, help to clean my grandma hus.. then oli went home at 3am.. i even help to pack the snack food into boxes.. my mother can oli go hm at 8am.. because she has to cook for tml vegetarian..

on 1st day of new year.. we wake up at 8.30am.. bath and get ready.. but my mum still slping.. this year is a little special.. all gals put on make-up yea.. hahas! so we change and get ready.. but by the time we reach my grandma hus, it was already 2pm.. all the guest have gone.. and we were late.. but they left ang bao wif my grandma.. hahas! can like tis yea.. so funny.. then this year my mum thn realise that my dad olso give ang bao to my cousin they all.. my mum olso give them.. so each of them will hav extra 1 ang ao.. so funny.. my dad give so many years le.. now then know yea.. i olso jus cum o know bout tis.. hahas! then went to my father side grandparents hus..that side no 1 le.. all have gone off.. so less ang bao to get.. this year damn less yea.. haix! at my grandma hus.. i jus sit and watch tv.. then keep eating.. nth to do.. wan to slp olso cant.. veri paiseh to slp lor.. this year my father side grandparents olso din give us ang bao.. really veri little.. after that went home.. to my grandma hus again.. coz my aunt there than go there lor.. go there watch tv.. and eat again.. so 1 day jus went liddat..

ytd there is nth.. ppl will cum visit my grandma's hus.. so we have to go over there.. but most likely ntht to do.. 2nd day of cny was nth to mi.. we jus slack at hm and do nth.. oli watch tv. every year olso liddat de.. hahas! so shall wait for tml le.. tml will have more to say.. hahas!

todae shall be more.. i going eat and go vivisting after the morning tea.. hehe! last day le.. tml going back sch.. the stressful sch.. sian..

wow! finally i do not really have to study hard for test everyday. glade that a week of hard work has coome to an end. but still have test this week. so still have to study. somemore is the subject i hate most, social studies. during lesson i do not know what he is talking about. i onli know how to copy, so not i have to read the textbook myself for understanding. social studies is so difficult, still have to memorise, make my brain explode. lucky i know what this chapter is talking about, if not shall fail this test.

talk about thurs, it was a tiring day. we have to go for gym and then so call sneak out. i hate gym as i do not want to do the things she call me to do. always do the same thing, so boring. then my class is having class decoration, so i rather help out then go gym. waiting for ms tan to come and take attendance before i can go off. then that day, they were busy preparing for the performance for CNY. i was abit sad, i want to be in the performance as this is my last year performing, but due to some matter, i choose to give this out. anyway, hope the performance will be a success. they will surely run the school down. hahas! then after we sneak out from gym, i wwent to help out in the class decoration. i'm been suan not able to draw. whatever i don't give it a damn. the 5n1's five is i draw, she only outline it and then do pattern, so whatever. so i hate this, every year i will not want to draw. so i wonder if i should sneak out of gym and help out in class decoration. i would rather train and then help my junior in their performance, and do not want to be said. hate them.

then on fri was an atmosphere of fear. everyone was in fear for their o-level results. i was one of them. though i know that everyone passed their e-maths, i am still scared. i scared that i have to retake it this year. so throughout the whole taking of rubbish, i was shivering with fear. wenna kept me warm but is still of no use. taking of results begin, i saw happy faces and slowly fade to crying faces. this increase my fear. soon it was my turn to get the result. mr lim give me my cert and delay my 0-level result. he ask me questions to delay it. he asked 'what do you think you will get for your e-maths?' he want me to ans before giving. so i say 'i hope it would be an a2.' he smile at me, and give me my result slip. i ook at it, felt a moment of joy. i saw hasyimah and justina crying, so i do not want to talk about my result. after the whole ceremony ended, i went to class and continue the decoration. i finally able to talk to lewis face to face. hahas! but he keep bullying me. anyway that day i was in high spirit so i do not care. then ms tan saw us working, help us and even traet us dinner. all of us had pizza, so delicious. so we left about 7pm, and went back home to tell my mother about my results. lucky all say that i do not have to retake. my mum even say 'i can save $54.' anyway quite happy with my results. did not expect to get a2 as my prelim i got a b4. so now i have 1 less subject, i will concentrate on my eng and science more.

CNY is next week, i will be very busy again. i have to help my mother. CNY is the most tiring festival. anyway valentine is next week wed, so excited. hahas! but is just a normal day for me. i enjoy watching people with roses in their hand, boys coming to my class to sweet talk to their partner. such a nice scene to watch. and so romantic.

wow! finally i do not really have to study hard for test everyday. glade that a week of hard work has coome to an end. but still have test this week. so still have to study. somemore is the subject i hate most, social studies. during lesson i do not know what he is talking about. i onli know how to copy, so not i have to read the textbook myself for understanding. social studies is so difficult, still have to memorise, make my brain explode. lucky i know what this chapter is talking about, if not shall fail this test.

talk about thurs, it was a tiring day. we have to go for gym and then so call sneak out. i hate gym as i do not want to do the things she call me to do. always do the same thing, so boring. then my class is having class decoration, so i rather help out then go gym. waiting for ms tan to come and take attendance before i can go off. then that day, they were busy preparing for the performance for CNY. i was abit sad, i want to be in the performance as this is my last year performing, but due to some matter, i choose to give this out. anyway, hope the performance will be a success. they will surely run the school down. hahas! then after we sneak out from gym, i wwent to help out in the class decoration. i'm been suan not able to draw. whatever i don't give it a damn. the 5n1's five is i draw, she only outline it and then do pattern, so whatever. so i hate this, every year i will not want to draw. so i wonder if i should sneak out of gym and help out in class decoration. i would rather train and then help my junior in their performance, and do not want to be said. hate them.

then on fri was an atmosphere of fear. everyone was in fear for their o-level results. i was one of them. though i know that everyone passed their e-maths, i am still scared. i scared that i have to retake it this year. so throughout the whole taking of rubbish, i was shivering with fear. wenna kept me warm but is still of no use. taking of results begin, i saw happy faces and slowly fade to crying faces. this increase my fear. soon it was my turn to get the result. mr lim give me my cert and delay my 0-level result. he ask me questions to delay it. he asked 'what do you think you will get for your e-maths?' he want me to ans before giving. so i say 'i hope it would be an a2.' he smile at me, and give me my result slip. i ook at it, felt a moment of joy. i saw hasyimah and justina crying, so i do not want to talk about my result. after the whole ceremony ended, i went to class and continue the decoration. i finally able to talk to lewis face to face. hahas! but he keep bullying me. anyway that day i was in high spirit so i do not care. then ms tan saw us working, help us and even traet us dinner. all of us had pizza, so delicious. so we left about 7pm, and went back home to tell my mother about my results. lucky all say that i do not have to retake. my mum even say 'i can save $54.' anyway quite happy with my results. did not expect to get a2 as my prelim i got a b4. so now i have 1 less subject, i will concentrate on my eng and science more.

CNY is next week, i will be very busy again. i have to help my mother. CNY is the most tiring festival. anyway valentine is next week wed, so excited. hahas! but is just a normal day for me. i enjoy watching people with roses in their hand, boys coming to my class to sweet talk to their partner. such a nice scene to watch. and so romantic.

this few days have been my worst day. i do not know what had gone wrong to me, is always moody. people might think i PMS or mood swing. everything that i do did not seem to do it right. and also get irritated easily. is that stress? i also do not know. work loads have been heavy on me. teachers teaching, i do not even know what they saying. is my brain damage? why cant i even remember a simple test. haix! is this going to end? to end my dreams?

i have been veri terrible this few days. going to burst out soon. when i cry who will come and console me? none i would say. i dare not bother my friend as she has a lot of trouble. i can only keep everything to myself. keep everything to myself. you may see that i'm always carefree in class, can beat people, but in actual i'm down. i'm very tired, very tired. i'm tired of class, tired os lessons. what can i do? seeing the pile of books on my tables add on to my stress. i always have everlasting work to finish. when will it ever end? i really going to break down. and may even break into tears which i chose not to. i hate listening to people, but i dare not tell them traight in their faces. i hate being ignored. i hate people to whisper into another people ear. this make me irritated. and felt left out. anyway, shld not say this. if not misunderstanding might occurred.

test is coming soon. next week will be a busy and stressful week. all the tests will start next week. i hate it as i do not mave much time to study. lucky the a mths test was postponed to thurs instead of mon. but the chem as an irritating one. at first is thurs then change to fri due to ms ong jus go through the question and we want to go home and study. then on thurs they say they wan fri as the poa students have poa test. so change again. this time i ok with it as i can study for another day. but then on thurs they change again say do not have time to study. ms ong give in and change to tues. i was very pissed off. i already study for the test and they change the date again and again. i want to shout out but dare not as i'm the minority. i do not have a choice so follow the majority. next week will have all the test, everday will have at least 1 test, thus i hope i can cope and will not break down.