this few days have been my worst day. i do not know what had gone wrong to me, is always moody. people might think i PMS or mood swing. everything that i do did not seem to do it right. and also get irritated easily. is that stress? i also do not know. work loads have been heavy on me. teachers teaching, i do not even know what they saying. is my brain damage? why cant i even remember a simple test. haix! is this going to end? to end my dreams?

i have been veri terrible this few days. going to burst out soon. when i cry who will come and console me? none i would say. i dare not bother my friend as she has a lot of trouble. i can only keep everything to myself. keep everything to myself. you may see that i'm always carefree in class, can beat people, but in actual i'm down. i'm very tired, very tired. i'm tired of class, tired os lessons. what can i do? seeing the pile of books on my tables add on to my stress. i always have everlasting work to finish. when will it ever end? i really going to break down. and may even break into tears which i chose not to. i hate listening to people, but i dare not tell them traight in their faces. i hate being ignored. i hate people to whisper into another people ear. this make me irritated. and felt left out. anyway, shld not say this. if not misunderstanding might occurred.

test is coming soon. next week will be a busy and stressful week. all the tests will start next week. i hate it as i do not mave much time to study. lucky the a mths test was postponed to thurs instead of mon. but the chem as an irritating one. at first is thurs then change to fri due to ms ong jus go through the question and we want to go home and study. then on thurs they say they wan fri as the poa students have poa test. so change again. this time i ok with it as i can study for another day. but then on thurs they change again say do not have time to study. ms ong give in and change to tues. i was very pissed off. i already study for the test and they change the date again and again. i want to shout out but dare not as i'm the minority. i do not have a choice so follow the majority. next week will have all the test, everday will have at least 1 test, thus i hope i can cope and will not break down.