<body> -Green In My World- <body>
a crying season!
Saturday, May 26, 2007

wow! this week is a busy week. eversince the start of last week, all sec4e and 5n students had to stay back and do time practice. it was a tiring one. i nearly give up on doing. really cant take it. anyway it was over, thurs was the last day of the paper. and we were released early on fri to give us some break.

tues, my terrible day. that was the first time i went home early. i had such terrible flu that i had no choice but to go home. i cried as i talk on the phone to my sister. she cant bring me home as she had to go to school, but then my mother bring me home. i felt so bad she had to come all the way here to bring me home. sry mom! as the days got hotter and hotter, my nose starts giving me trouble. now is still the same. that day, i went home early. i did not catch a nap and went on to study for the bio test on wed. then at 3, i went to see a doc. as usual flu. then went home to have my medicine taken. the flu tablets was so strong that i could not continue studying. that day i was down with fever too. so i spend my evening sleeping. i only wake up at 8pm because the phone woke me up. anyway i'm thankful for the ringing of the phone, if not i would not be able to study for the test. then i receive messages from my friends. anyway i really thank them for their concern. that time i was so drowy that i did not know what i was replying. then i continue with the study, i think nothing got into my head. i just want to sleep that's all. and i take the day the next day. the effects of the medicine was powerful that during the bio test, i almost fell asleep. but lucky i control myself from sleeping. hope this test i will not fail.

fri was the last day of school. it was the worse last day too. i had a crying episode after the chinese. that day was xie lao shi last day too. we buy her a gift to thank her. i really like her. she teaches me right from the start as i had forgotten most of it. then she reteach. then she also teach me what to do and even give me comments on my work. i really appreciate it. i will bear all her words in mind. that day, during the chinese, all the teacher wish us luck. their words are so touching that i had no choice but to let my tears fall. my god, crying scene again. anyway, for the hard work i had put in, i will not let it gone to waste. i will work hard and give all my best on mon. i will want an A for chinese. after that went to see xie lao shi. she talk to us. so we chat for a long time. after that she had an appointment, so she went off. we cried as we say goodbye. i did not know my tears will drop so fast. anyway xiae lao shi: i will work hard! i will not lt you down!

fri had a lot of things happening. that fri, i hurt three guys. one is ah mian, the other is tj and lastly baby. sry to your. i talk o ah mian and cause him harm. and tj was innocently called a dog. that day my mood was foul too, i just talk back to baby. but is he make me do it. i hope this will come to end soon. i' very stress up with this. i'm sick and tired of this. i hope this will end faster.

to lewis:
i'm sry to write that letter to you. i din mean to say that at this point of time. it was nearing the o level and i said those things to you. but i cant help it but to say that to you. i dont want you to get that wrong mpression of me. i'm not a good girl. you will not be able to make you happy. i will only bring sorrow to you. please forgive me. and also this decision is also make by me. it has nothing to do with anyone. is all my decision. and hope you will not hurt qingguo they all. so here i sincerely apologise to you. i'm sorry lewis! hope the time will cure your wounds. cheer up buddy.

mon is chinese o-level! let's work hard together and give our best! jiayou!

green is my world @ 8:48 AM