wow! finally the mock prelim is over. have been suffering under the huge piles of book. suffocating soon. now finally able to relax a bit. at least a time for breathing space. past few weeks have not been able to sleep well. sleeping late at night to finish my last minute revision/ study. the june holidays had not been of help. i was slacking throughout. it was until the school reopen that i started studying. studying last minute was a killer. i dare not do this anymore. having to study everything at one go. my brain is not elastic, cant contain too much information. whenever too much had been stored, my brain started hurting. is a killer. but now finally is over. can relax for few days before resuming back to my studies.
actually the paper was ok. is just that i did not put my heart, mind and soul into doing it. so everything got screw up. but i believe i will be able to make it as i have support. hahas! he has been encouraging me. such good friend of mine. though i did not contact him for so long, he still remember this friend of his. hahas! thanks pal! as for the a maths paper 2. it was so difficult. cant do most of it. leave 1 question totally blank. do not know how i should start. somemore that time the room was stuffy and warm. while doing the paper i was perspiring like hell. anyway what done cant be undone. i cant turn back time. i can only work hard and continue on. all the best for my prelim.
ytd, i took my f&n 0-level coursework b. i screw up the whole thing. my mind just do not start working. do not know how it is. kind of have a weird feeling. the teacher had to tell me to relax and not panic before i can start doing the planning. if not my 10 marks will be down the drain. actually i do not even know what it is. saw my classmate writing of seriously, i kind of feeling down. i know nothing and cant do it. i have to keep writing on a new piece of paper before i can write a new and actual one. i spend of my time re-writing. really damn pissed of with myslef. how i wish i can re-take the paper. i bet i can do a better job.
today there is no lesson but career seminar. i got to know some of the JCs and some poly. quite interesting but was boring as time passes. my attention spent was not good. so did not listen throughout. i was drifting away and playing a fool. anyway still get to know some of it. then went for the o-level chinese oral. quite successfully done. so should be ok. the thing is i think i kind of get out of point. the examiner had to ask me questions to bring me back. kind of risky. then his last sentence to me is:' u say a lot, did quite well, no need to worry.' so what does that mean? i was scared hell out of it. hands kept sweating. so weird. but after that, just did not think much of it. hope i can get a distinction for it. i WANT a distinction.
green is my world @ 3:15 AM
Sin Wan Ling Wendy
8 January 1990
19 years old
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
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chocolate
sweets
cute stuff
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to go to a local university
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Sok Chin
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Tiffany
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