<body> -Green In My World- <body>
my effort just did not paid off.
Monday, July 23, 2007

haix! get back my paper 2 le. still fail. why did it always happen to me. i'm sick of failing english. why do i do all the things and just did not manage to pass. not even a just pass. i'm tired of working so hard. my hard work just did not paid off. why did it become like this? i think practice makes perfect. but it does seem to happen to me. i'm beginning to lose interest in eng. my head is exploding soon. my tears will start to water the plants. today, after taking back the paper. i felt worse. all the bad feelings started coming to me. my heart hurts badly. my head started to ach. i do not even have mood for f&n. i felt like crying but control back my tears. is lucky that i did control. if not will shame myself. anyway i do not feel like having eng tuition le. i feel so stress up. stress with the amount of revision i have to do. stress with the pile of assessments. stress with the continuous practice paper. i really cant take it. i really need a break.

green is my world @ 3:53 AM