been long since i wrote. this week is my worse week. no work for me. but was lucky that i can work at jasmine there on x'mas. then yesterday, i work at mount elizabeth. it was a disaster. so many patients. i register people like mad. taking names and the card for them. looking for their card is madness too. the whole place was very small and somemore they doing stock taking. the place was very squeezy. then some patients ended up not seeing the doctor due to the queue was too long. and they have waited for too long. some even waited up to 2 hours just to see the doctor. some even complained that the service was too slow. it was really madness yesterday.
then for the rest of the week, i will not have work to do. feel so tired. staying at home and do nothing. how i wish i have a job which can can work eeryday. but i do not have. end up, i apply job through keely services. hope to get a job soon.
this few weeks, i have been dreaming about my o-level results. i keep dreaming that i failed my eng. and my mind keeps bringing me back to my eng oral and my eng paper. it was so scary. some say dreams will not happen in real life. so will mine be the same? i am very scared about my eng. as for the rest of the subjects, i hope they will not disappoint me. i hope i can As them. hope to get to the course i want. hope to get 10 points and below. or should say i want 10 points and below. may my wish come true. green is my world @ 10:05 PM
yesterday was a great day. having the most fun, laughing our hearts out. playing twister was a great game. is also one which gave the whole house the laughter. and also to disturb the family. yesterday, after my work, i went home straight. running all the way to the mrt and to my home. yesterday, really exercise alot. then meet lewis and head for yuhang house. his house is so inside. have to walk such long way. lucky is not raining, if not will be soak to my skin. his house was ok, went to his room to explore. i should say is so green. we had our fill to the fried food first. when xl come, we started having fun, starting fire which never start smoothly. but eventually we start it. using all our strength just to start the fire. at about 8pm, we finish the bbq. should say only bbq some of the chicken wing. then we went indoor to have our dinner. after dinner we have the crazy game of twister. i should say i'm lucky i'm in gym if not i can't stretch for that long. the forfeit scene was best. limin and yuhang was suffering, playing twister without turning the board. we had so much fun and ended up with yuhang giving up. it was a good one. then we had all the scene taken. it was really funny when you are there in the present. really funny. you will laugh your hearts out. then we left yuhang's house at 11.30pm. actually it was disappointing to find so little people going. i thought there will be a lot of people. but anyway, still enjoy it. like it lots.(picture can be seen in friendster.)
this whole week been working. so tired. everyday wake up at 5.30am just to work. is like going to school. so tired. somemore is work continuosly. and had less then 8 hours of sleep. just thinking if i should just give up this job and work in the hotel job. maybe service job suit me better. green is my world @ 11:45 PM
on sun, 9 dec, was my first time attending a malay wedding. it was indeed different from chinese wedding. it was much simpler. we took picture with mr hazry and his wife. his wife is indeed beautiful. after that we went to have lunch while mr hazry went to change into another outfit. we talk and laugh. was quite nice as we seldom talk after the o-lvel. now all are holding a job and is too busy to have a outing together. but the wedding we talk about our work and what we are doing. all dressed very beautiful. some even had their make up on. wow! it's so wonderful. after the whole ceremony, around 5pm, we left the place. as i need to meet my sisters, so i did not go out with them. so i went straight to tpy. actually i want to go with them and have fun. but too bad. maybe wait for another day. mon, i did not book any slot for my work so i stay at home. i had a hair-cut and now my hair had curl. so ugly. then in the afternoon, went to heartland mall to shop with my sister. while my mother, aunt and grandma have their weekly massage. my sister bought the most stuff. after that my aunt treat us to lunch (my 2nd lunch). i had laksa. then we went home to prepared for the dinner. for dinner, it was a sumptous one. we had our dinner at no signboard. the seafood was nice. i ate a lot that day. i had 2 pincers, 2 prawns and 2 scallop wrap with yam, with other dishes. then i had a coconut for myself. after that a bowl of dessert. really nice. i ate till i can't walk. too full le. on tues, yesterday, went to work in the morning. it was so tiring. wake up at 5.30am. it should consider my first day of work at mount elizabeth. but that day, i was scolded like mad. all not my problem, come after me to scold me. really crazy. then phone call keep coming in. paitents keep coming. i was really damn stress. it was the first time i work alone. i rush like mad. sometimes i wonder if this job suits me. is like whatever i do is just not right. should i just went to work in the hotel as waitress? or should i just continue with it and bear with it?tomorrow will be another day of work. wonder what will it be? wonder how will it be? hope there will not be anyone to claim insurance. i'm not good at insurance. hope will be normal consult. hope everything will come out well. green is my world @ 12:59 AM
yesterday was the first time i work in oriental and also the first time i was late for work. i have never late for work in my life and yesterday, it happen. yesterday, was kind of unlucky. working in oriental need make-up which i hate most. i think that will be the 2nd last time i step into the hotel. so my sis and her friend were together for a short period of time and i was later separated from them. i was alone in the ballroom. very bored. everyone has a friends to accompany but i do not have. then i was called out to serve cocktail to the guest. and later was called to stand by the door to greet them. then the manager come and find faults with me, say i did not smile.then say i did not greet the guest. oh please, my back is facing you so you won't see me. i greet and smile you also won't know. so i just bear with it. i do not give a damn about such thing. then the dinner started, i need to rush here and there. very fast speed. the food is always ready to serve and then i need to rush to the bar to collect drinks for them. then when i'm back i need to clear the plates. really stress up. i almost want to give up, broke up in tears. but lucky i did not. i just continue doing what i was supposed to do. then after the 3rd dish, i need not divide the food. the guest want to serve themselves, so i was quite relive. then when i start clearing the plates, the guest even help me. she help me to stack up the plates and put on my service tray. so i need not walk a lot. then i was caught in a rude posture and was scolded by the manager. he said:" don't make me f**k you! i know when i f**k people it will be bad...." his language damn idiotic. is not those i want to hear. all rude words. so i just continue. later he come find faults again asking why i did not portion the food. so i just told him the reason that the guest want to serve themselves. actually after he scolded me, i don't even want to talk to him or see him. will only make my blood boil. everything ended so we clear the ballroom, change everything and left the place to another ballroom. i was then released at 12+ and i did not want to do ot, so i went home. along the way i saw my sis so i drag her along to direct me the place to the office. then i saw that manager again. say me cute!(OMG!!) then ask for my name. then ask me wear my shoes. i just walk off and don't care. after that went home, take a cab.tues, wed and thurs, i went xt there work. actually is not work. is training. but serving patients as training. actually working there is kind of relax when there is no patients. but when there is patients, it is very busy. so for that 3 days, i was working for them free. learning all i know but still unable to start work. i wonder when i will start work. i do not wish to keep undergoing training. is like waste time and no income. hasyimah already start work but i have not. i hope to start work soon. but i kind of lose faith in getting this job. hope to get it soon.today will be another day of work and working in the same hotel, oriental. i hope not to see the manager again. hope today will not be like yesterday. hope will have a pleasant day. green is my world @ 6:15 PM
