-Green In My World-

Monday, January 28, 2008

here to blog again. actually i am sort of bored so come online to write. now i have submit my choices. all poly. no jc. actually is good for me, no need to fear my general paper will be at the losing end. also need not stress so much for my eng. but a lot of the people put jc as their last few choices. i did not put any. anyway now i just hope to get to the first two choices i put. hope to get into either of them.

today went out early in the morning with hasyimah. i late for the outing again. feel so bad. i wake up late so ended up being late. feel so sorry. then we went shopping for bags. i should say i am grateful that i have a friend like hasyimah who would go out with me to get my stuff. she gave me opinion too. so really grateful that she's with me. but also at the same time, i felt sorry. i keep troubling her. asking her out too. whenever i go want go out, the first person is hasyimah. also do not know why. but lucky she does not mind. so i can shop with her and enjoy the outing.

chinese new year is round the corner. but i do not feel any new year's mood. i feel so tired. anyway that's the festival i have to go through. this year will be different. have to go back work on the fourth day of new year. lucky they allow me to off on the third day, if not i do not have a chance to have morning tea with my family. but also, i feel bad lying to my supervisor that i need to sleep on that day. sorry! but also i really need to sleep. waking up early on the eve of new year and work till midnight. is really very tiring for me. anyway i lied, i cannot undo the mistake. so just have to say sorry then.

green is my world @ 2:25 AM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

the o-level result is finally out. the days i had been waiting is killing me. on the 23rd jan, i had difficulties falling asleep. i just keep waking up even though i had a tiring day of work. however hard i tried to make myself sleep, i just could not sleep. so i ended up sitting in front of the tv to watch my shows. i just keep watching till about 1.30am. then i went back to my room, hoping to get into my sweet dreams. but i just stare at the tall and dark ceiling, not getting to sleep. eventually i fell asleep. the next moment, it was 8.30am the next day. the worse had come. the results will be out soon. so i wake up and continue with my show. then my mum ask me 'will you cry this time round if you did badly?' i was like is my mum hinting that i will did badly? so i reply 'i will cry. but will be crying happily as i did well.' but at that point of time, i was fearing for my results. i did not even know if i will be able to make it. slowly as the clock tick, minutes and hours past. then i went to prepare myself as i am meeting levina, xianglin, gladys and hasyimah at 1pm. before i bid goodbyes to my mum and aunt, they told me this 'whatever the results might be, must also tell me your marks, so that i can buy 4-D.' in my heart i was like 'like that also can.' i thought they will say comforting words to clam me down.

when we reach the school, we went to tour around, talking to teachers hoping to ask for the results. mr wong did not gives us a good face. so all of us were scared that our results did not turn out well. at that time, i was feeling worse. one of my As will be gone. with that look on mr wong face, i feel that i had disappoint him. then we went to the canteen to see. the bread stall auntie told us that last year students did well. better that 2005 students. we were all shocked and cant believe it. we even ask if it is for sec 4 only. after that we went to the hall. the hall i had never enter after the exams. the hall was very crowded. then briefing for the JAE, the ex-vp talk and the current principal talk. then ex-vp show all the top students. and finally, the release of results slip. as one-by-one went up to collect the slips, i could see happy and sad faces. some did not even take the slips had started crying. my heart started beating faster and faster. i fear for my results. i fear everything will not be as i expected. one-by-one, the people in front of me started getting lesser and lesser. and soon it was my turn. ms tan only say not bad, quite good. i was like 'what do they mean?' then i went to the back to see my results slip. wow! all three. i was like why all three. then i went to sit with hasyimah and see each other result.but i was lucky that i passed my english. though it was not a good grade, i was happy that i passed my english as english was not the subject i would aim high. after that, we went mac to eat. it's been a long time since i had mac. having that burger is so wonderful. then we saw yukai, ulric and qingguo, so we went to amk to walk. there's nothing much there. and eventually we went home.

now, i was thinking what choices to make. and it was giving me a headach. and ytd night, during my break, i went to do the form. and eventually come up with 12 choices. 1. N59 2. S98 3. S67 4. N73 5. T27 6. S48 7. N72 8. S55 9. N53 10. N77 11. C65 12. N45 these are the choices i made. hope can get in the first 2 choices.

working had been tiring thesed ays. i do not have the mood to work. i was feeling so tired. hoping to have more of the rest day. hehe! anyway hope time pass quickly. so i go schooling soon and learn new things.

green is my world @ 5:07 PM

it's like hell!

Saturday, January 19, 2008

wow! i have finally found a job. a job at peoples park OG. it is really a place which is full of people. a place where there is no rest at all. a place where the customer is always rushing you for shoes. a place when the people i work with is so good. on monday, i went to work at chinatown. the place is new to me. i hardly been to chinatown. the place was very crowded. then i entered OG. the place was filled with CNY song. i am getting sick and tired of the songs. everyday listen to the repeated song. is driving me crazy.

then everyday i work from 11am to 9.30pm. is really tiring. in between will have an hour of break for me to have my lunch and dinner. this few day been on diet. can slim down. i only have lunch, no breakfat and dinner. then everyday climb up and down the ladder to get shoes and walk in and out to give the shoes to customers. then some customer is really making me mad. ask me take the shoes, and end up did not buy any. i went to take all the different shoes and sizes for them and they did not even buy a pair. is making me mad.

as for today, OG had extended hour. so it open till 10pm. today is really madness. the crowd just won't go. people keep coming in. the queue for shoes keep growing in numbers. i have a difficult time to take the shoes for them. i also have a difficult time arranging the shoes. people just anyhow throw the shoes. the whole place was in total mess. it was only at 10pm that i can clear the mess. the place was really like rubbish trunk. full of papers too. then the sales shoes was worse. i do not even have the time to clear it. toys, clothes and shoes was found there. i am very irritataed too. anyway, this job, i am working till march. and i will say bye bye. so just have to bear with it.

o-level results is out soon. i can feel the heat. i fear getting back my results. i am afrid my results will disappoint me. oh my! i WISH to pass my eng, getting at least a B3! i WISH to get 10 points and below for my L1B4. i also WISH to get less than 14 points for my L1R5. may all my wishes come true!

green is my world @ 7:42 AM

Happy B'day to Me!!

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

wow! so fast turn 18 le. some call me old le. anyway i think i'm adult that's all. today, i receive present. they still remember my b'day. some send me b'dae messages to me. anyway thanks all who remember my birthday.

to gladys:
hello! thanks for your present. i like it a lot. as i have said, i will not forget all my friends. especially you, who have been by my side for 5 yrs. i really enjoy your company. i will put the photo which we four girls took together. so once again, thanks for your present. may we keep in contact.

to lewis:

halo! thanks for the present. really like it a lot. but your gift is kind of ex for me. i seldom wear necklace, so you bought me a necklace is like a waste. but is just nice for me to wear on CNY. so thanks again.

to ling yeow:

hi pals! thanks for your present. i like the handphone chain lots. i can put it on my hp yea. i like the picture too. so really thanks a million. as a friend for 5 years, i really like being with you. sharing all the joy, laughter and cries. so may we keep in contact.

to levina:

hi girl! your present is nice lor. thanks a million yea. i like it when it changes color. it will brighten up my day. i think you are the angel who will brighten up my life. as a friend for 5 years, i really enjoy your company. thanks for sharing the laughter with me. though we did share some cries but i think it is what we call friends. so keep in contact.

to qing guo & hakam:

hihi! thanks for the present yea! actually i do not know what to say. but is indeed my honour to have such a good friend/ brother like you. i really like the company. the bullying is fun too. but if i have gone too far, do forgive me. so thanks once again.

to siew hoon:

hi jie! thanks for celebrating my b'dae with me. i really din know you would turn up. but you turn up eventually. really miss you lots. so me here wish you all the best!

today is really a great day. at night, went out with hakam, qing guo, levina and siew hoon. wow! we had pasta. i eat till very full, even until now. then we went to shop around, looking for belts and polo t-shirt. and eventually each had their desire. actually i want to thanks then for celebrating my b'dae with me. though it may be a short time, i still enjoy it. so really thanks a million.

as for yesterday, my family celebrate my b'dae together with my sisters. in the after, i went to have lunch with my aunt, my mum and my sister. we had sushi. my aunt treat us. so nice. but it still not nice then ichiban. then we went to collect the food needed for the night. after that, i went to buy kfc with my sister and later we headed home. we had our dinner at 8pm. my another aunt give me 2 tops and a bracelets. i like the bracelets alot. as for the tops, i can use it for my CNY. then we had the cake. we sang, we take photo. then everything ended at 10.30pm. so yesterday, i was enjoying. eating a lot of the fried food.

wishing time!

I WISH:

1. to get 10 points and below for my o-level results.

2. to get into biomedical science course in NP.

3. to be able to find job soon.

1st present by gladys

2nd present by my mei

3rd present by aunt lily

necklace by lewis

hp chain by lingyeow

angel lamp by levina

present by hakam and qing guo

our cute cake

our b' dae cake

we blew the candles

we cut the cake

green is my world @ 6:43 AM

Saturday, January 05, 2008

on fri, 4th january, a group of girls went for an outing at novena. we also do not know why we went there. it was my first time i went there. anyway novena was kind of bored. nothing much and nothing interest me. it sold lots of shoes, accessories and clothes. all not my type, not the type that i will look forward to. but we still carry on walking, shopping to every floor. eventually i settle myself in one of the store and i bought myself a pair of shoes. quite cheap and looks cute. anyway i need a shoes so just settle on it and forget about it. after that we went bugis to shop. gladys and wanyun left us. so we went bugis to find xl shoes. we took so long to find a pair but still cant find one for her. end up she went back without any shoes she like. then hasyimah and justina left us. so left xl and i in bugis. we bring justina to the mrt station and later we proceed to the this fashion, hoping to find some top for the new year. we tries the jumper. kind of nice. i quite like the skirt jumper, but wen i think of having to seat in a lorry/ van, wearing a skirt is kind of inconvenience, so i did not buy in the end. as for xl, she bought a jumper so she need not worry about no top for the new year. as for me, i think i just have to wait and see. maybe i will want to buy the skirt jumper and not worry about the inconvenience. after that went home and slack.

now being jobless is such a torture. i cannot spend much. have to control my expenditure. just wondering when i will a stable job. i kind of in need for money. do anyone have jobs to recommend me? i need jobs badly. may i get a job soon.

green is my world @ 7:52 AM