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Saturday, January 26, 2008

the o-level result is finally out. the days i had been waiting is killing me. on the 23rd jan, i had difficulties falling asleep. i just keep waking up even though i had a tiring day of work. however hard i tried to make myself sleep, i just could not sleep. so i ended up sitting in front of the tv to watch my shows. i just keep watching till about 1.30am. then i went back to my room, hoping to get into my sweet dreams. but i just stare at the tall and dark ceiling, not getting to sleep. eventually i fell asleep. the next moment, it was 8.30am the next day. the worse had come. the results will be out soon. so i wake up and continue with my show. then my mum ask me 'will you cry this time round if you did badly?' i was like is my mum hinting that i will did badly? so i reply 'i will cry. but will be crying happily as i did well.' but at that point of time, i was fearing for my results. i did not even know if i will be able to make it. slowly as the clock tick, minutes and hours past. then i went to prepare myself as i am meeting levina, xianglin, gladys and hasyimah at 1pm. before i bid goodbyes to my mum and aunt, they told me this 'whatever the results might be, must also tell me your marks, so that i can buy 4-D.' in my heart i was like 'like that also can.' i thought they will say comforting words to clam me down.

when we reach the school, we went to tour around, talking to teachers hoping to ask for the results. mr wong did not gives us a good face. so all of us were scared that our results did not turn out well. at that time, i was feeling worse. one of my As will be gone. with that look on mr wong face, i feel that i had disappoint him. then we went to the canteen to see. the bread stall auntie told us that last year students did well. better that 2005 students. we were all shocked and cant believe it. we even ask if it is for sec 4 only. after that we went to the hall. the hall i had never enter after the exams. the hall was very crowded. then briefing for the JAE, the ex-vp talk and the current principal talk. then ex-vp show all the top students. and finally, the release of results slip. as one-by-one went up to collect the slips, i could see happy and sad faces. some did not even take the slips had started crying. my heart started beating faster and faster. i fear for my results. i fear everything will not be as i expected. one-by-one, the people in front of me started getting lesser and lesser. and soon it was my turn. ms tan only say not bad, quite good. i was like 'what do they mean?' then i went to the back to see my results slip. wow! all three. i was like why all three. then i went to sit with hasyimah and see each other result.but i was lucky that i passed my english. though it was not a good grade, i was happy that i passed my english as english was not the subject i would aim high. after that, we went mac to eat. it's been a long time since i had mac. having that burger is so wonderful. then we saw yukai, ulric and qingguo, so we went to amk to walk. there's nothing much there. and eventually we went home.

now, i was thinking what choices to make. and it was giving me a headach. and ytd night, during my break, i went to do the form. and eventually come up with 12 choices. 1. N59 2. S98 3. S67 4. N73 5. T27 6. S48 7. N72 8. S55 9. N53 10. N77 11. C65 12. N45 these are the choices i made. hope can get in the first 2 choices.

working had been tiring thesed ays. i do not have the mood to work. i was feeling so tired. hoping to have more of the rest day. hehe! anyway hope time pass quickly. so i go schooling soon and learn new things.

green is my world @ 5:07 PM