a word said by my supervisor which make me do not want to work anymore. 'you are a temp staff, a new girl. do not know much thing about boy counter. but you can't just stay there an o nothing. you have to walk around and help tidy the stuff. you are a temp girl, actually i should dismiss you. normally temp staff will be dismiss after chinese new year. i see you can help, can work, so i ask you to stay.' so i was like thinking, you let me stay to help you with the dirty work? i was pissed when i heard this. so that day i was kind of slack. did not do much thing. just do my job, serve customers. the rest i did not do.

yesterday my department have a lot of the promoter staff last day. so miss them. the one which i talk most to is not there. oh my. why they leave? i have not even ask why she want to quit? just able to say a last goodbye to her and she rush up. sad! one less person to talk to. will i be happy to quit now? sometimes i feel it's not worth it to work for her. but i need a job now to kill time. 20 more days and i will be free.

waiting for sun! hurray! will be a great time on sun! shopping!

wow! yesterday working life was so fun. i have a collegue who i keep on bullying. feel so sad for him. all the collegue there keep bully him, not only me. he is the only guy there so that's why. anyway yeaterday there's not much people. so we can do our job. we have a lot of shoes to do return. so most of the time we were in the storeroom doing the return. while oing, we also do servive. there's one that i have to take a lot of shoes for that particular person. so i ask the guy to help me take. i lazy to take the ladder. i also keep on bully him, make him do work for me. he's also my punching bag. i keep hitting him. so sry lorx! anyway the fun will be over soon.

wow! i got my new spect. the first time i wear it is kind of weird. i thought the person took the wrong one for me. everything i saw is so focus and a little weird. but then the person say is like that as they put in what kind of lens so is like that. this is to protect my eyes. no wonder is so expensive. anyway got it. wear the new spect is so funny. the white looks weird on me. do not know why i choose that. anyway things can't be undone.

today is like hell. the supervisor shift counter. so i was like a ball being kick here and there. hate this kind o things. i was being called to the boy counter as one of my collegue went for lunch. so went there. then after that went back to the shoes counter. but due to them waning to shift the counter, they ask the other collegue to help and push me to the boy again. after that the supervisor ask me go back to the shoes to help her do services as they can't do much shifting due to the customers keep asking for shoes. so i was like a ball being kick here and there. then later they keep asking me to take the shoes, to help them fill up the space. then ask me do service too. oh please! what do they want me to do? i only have a pair of hands to work with. a pair o eyes to look at. i can't do so many things at one go. very tired of this life. sometimes i want to quit this job early. want to quit by next week but i dare not. if not my supervisor will have things to talk again. really very tired of working. by the way, where to find part-time job? can only work on st and sun.

wow! i got into np biomedical science. wow! really happy that i got in. my first choice. haha!

but before i got the results, i was still in my sweet dreams. i even forgot that tues will be the posting results. did not feel anything. then at about in the morning, my younger sister got her message. she is the first the result. she woke my cousin and i up. then she sound unhappy. then keep saying want to appeal. anyway i donot care. because i am worried for myself, worried about where i will be posted to. then another message came. it was my cousin's. she got into the course she wanted. now waiting for mine. waiting is a killer. i kept tossing about. wanting to get to sleep but i just could not. i kept looking at my phone, hoping to find a message. so i stayed awake till 7. but before that, my phone rang. i thought it was my turn to know my results. but no. it was a frien who came to message me and tell me the posting result is out and ask where i been posted to. by 7.15, i receive my result. i open it up. afetr reading biomedical science, i went to read upwards an saw np. wow! i'm in seven heaven! then i went back to sleep awhile and later, slowly one by one, my friends started messaging me. asking where i will be posted to.

after that i went online to have a little chat with my friends. from there i know more people are going to np. hasyimah, gladys an i are still together. though different courses, but we still in the same poly. so we were quite happy.

then i went to work. feeling so happy. i even told the supervisor that i quitting on 20 march. so my last day is that day. so want go out, free from 20 march onwards. 4 more week and i will be free. happy!

on mon, even better. i need not go to work, so i accompany my mother. my mother, grandma, aunt, cousin, my sis and i went to have morning tea. wow! the food is so delicious. somemore not many people. we were being served like queens. then we went to shop at the supermarket as at night, we were having steamboat. then we pass by the optic shop, thinking that i have not check my eyesight for 2 years, so i asked my mother to accompany me in. then my sister and i went on to choose the spect. i tried a lot of pairs. all were nice. then i intended to take the first pair i wore but the total added up to $185. so expensive. i could not expect myself to wear such expensive one, so i asked for a cheaper one. cheaper one are not that nice but there's one which is nice and cheaper. so i took the one and is $115. cheap? then after that, we went to buy fish and were back home preparing for the steamboat at night. yummy! yummy! yum yum!

wow! this week work full again. feel so tired working. but no choice. if i never work, no money to spend.

anyway on mon, went out with hasyimah, jocelyn, hakam, lingyeow and qingguo. feel so happy to be able to go out with them. but do not know why, qingguo look so moddy. he is so quiet. it was so unlike him. then we went to shop around bugis and later went to suntec city as lingyeow wants to buy a top. so we follow him. after that we continue shopping and later to kfc to have our lunch. after that due to my mistake, i promise them to have dinner together but i break it. i went to have dinner with xianglin they all instead. actually was all my fault. felt so bad now. hasyimah and i went to watch movie with xl they all. then we had dinner together. as i'm working the next day, i went home early with hasyimah.

on thurs is valentine day. i found myself a partner(working). i took the train to work and saw couples together. i feel so jealous. how i wish i would be one of them being loved. as i walk to the og building, i saw people carrying flowers in their hand, with their boyfriend by their side. some even escort them to work, giving them a goodbye kiss. so i started working. then one of my collegue came in and show us her diamond ring her boyfriend gave. wow! so nice. then later one of my collegue boyfriend came to look for her. he keeps wandering around level 4 and wait till she knock off at 7pm. wow! how i wish i had a partner that day. but too bad, i do not have one. this year valentine is quite lonely. i only have my work to keep me company. i could not even go out with my friends to celebrate. anyway may next year will be a better valentine for me. (maybe i will have one to send me flowers! hahas!)

posting results will be out soon. quite worried where i will be posted. i hope can get into np biomedical science course. if not i also do not know how. hope can get into my first choice. also now do not know how to find a part-time job. feel so vexed now. quitting on 20 march. then i need find a part-time job which can work on sat and sun. i do not want to continue og staff. wants to be a promoter. pay must be 6 bucks and above. where can i get part-time job? feel so tired. if anyone have job opportunities, please contact me. i would be very grateful for your help.

happy chinese new year! this year chinese new year is a tiring one for me. did not sleep on tues. after work, i went straight away to help my grandmother to keep. then went back home to bath and later to my mother's place to help her. actually i was thinking that i helped her to pack all the stuff and then went to bed. but my aunt call me to do this and that and then drag me down to my grandma stall. that time was about 2 in the morning. when i rech the stall, it was a already 3am. we quickly pack all the things into plastic bags. find all the receipt and arrange them accordingly. it was a tough one as some need chopping, so we have to separate it.
at around 8am, the customer start coming in. at that time, we have not finish chopping and the customer keep coming after us to chop theirs first. what we can do was asked them to return later or we will phone them after we have chopped it. some argue with us. we argue back. so the whole place was very noisy. slowly, we finish bit by bit and finally we finish chopping all. we had lunch and as for me, i did not washed for them. i went straight home.

feeling tired, i went to have a bathe and was off to sleep. i even forget the time. i did not manage to catch shou zu 2. so sad. then we had steamboat for dinner. i ate from the start to the end. did not leave the table. i was so shocked that i could actually seat throughout and keep eating.

after dinner, we went to catch the countdown show. then, my sister and i went to help my mother to change the flower's water. we also help to wash the corridor. we idle around at my grandma house and then finally help to pack the new year's goods. we help to pour the eat stuff into containers. this time round, we were too tired to eat all the food. we just pour them out quickly and we were done. then we were on our way back to our home sweet home and into our beauty sleep.

today, have to do visiting. have loads of things to eat. Yummy! but i think will grow fat after eating. my favourite chocolate is there and i think iw ill be the first to eat it. hehe!

may this new year be a good year. having to excel in my studies and not feeling so stress.