-Green In My World-

withdrawal successful

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

should i say finally my applicantion for withdrawal of korean language? somehow when i receive the e-mail saying my withdrawal was successful, i was kind of regreted. actually i also do not know why i want to withdraw. actually i can cope with it. is it an excuse? i also do not know. somehow, i was being hook into the korean language. is like learning new stuff. feel so high that i know a 3rd language. but now is so low. i have been cut off from korean. oh no! how? feel so regretful.

question keep coming to my mind. should i just tell the person in-charge that i do not want to withdraw anymore? how? what am i to do? feel so idiot now. if i tell my sis that i regret making the decision, she will kill me for sure. my mom even say dun you feel regret dropping this language? actually i do. but i did not say out loud only. i just told her that i will try next semester. oh no! i hate myself to the core.

and guess what, i have wasted 1 hour studying for korean yesterday. sleeping only at 11.30pm. and today in between breaks, keep studying korean. and even when in the bus, study korean. and now, did not even take the test and am at home thinking what they are studying now.

can anyone tell me what to do?

green is my world @ 4:06 AM