<body> -Green In My World- <body>
Tuesday, May 20, 2008

life in np can be that bad. today is totally my unlucky day. guess wat? i did not bring extra clothes for the games with director. so in the end i did not participate in it. i was just staring at them. i even went to hide in order not to go near the playing area as i have experience been flour by the gls. so i was just running away. then i together with valen, sabrina, shahira and edna went off early. i lie to them saying we need to do our iac project. somehow feels so bad now. actually i want to join in the fun but just becoz of the long pants i hate it damn lot. so just lie together with the rest. and i went home.

as for today biostat quiz, i was very blur too. i thought is written on paper but guess wat, is using laptop. thanks sabrina for telling me. if not i will just think tat is written on paper. but i did not on as smoothly. i only got 19 out of 25. quite bad. but too bad, tat's the score i will be getting. so just be it.

but the most unlucky thing is my info tech quiz. i think everyone will be saying bout this. i will say my part too. not to be proud, i think i gonna fail this quiz damn badly. i heard there is 7 parts to it. and u know wat i only do 2 part. and i did not even finish the 2 parts. i was damn pissed. everyone like can do more. izzit due to me too slow or wat? i really hate info tech after this quiz. how i wish there's a 2nd attempt. failling a modules means retaking next sem. i hate it damn lot. so now can oli depend on the project to pass the whole module. i did not ask for more, just a pass, a grade C would be enough. i would be very happy then.

somehow i feel so stress now. i just do not understand wat the lecturers are saying. somehow i just think that i'm very stupid. so stupid tat i do not even know what i'm doing. n my bloody mind is always slping. just wont study. i wonder wat's the use of studying so much now. i somehow feel like stopping sch and just end it here. wont that be gd?

common test is in 3 weeks time. i still have not start revision. i'm sick of lessons. sick of sch. can anyone tell me how? tell me wat to do. i need help!!! feel so slacky now. oh wendy! pls wake up n start studying!

green is my world @ 4:09 AM