<body> -Green In My World- <body>
disappointment!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008

what the outcome was what i had imagine it to be. things just won't smoothly as plan. there will always be something to change it. just like what we have plan. having mass conversation to ask who is free, when they are free. but when things are plan, changes will come. and now it left with oli an event. wow! so cool huh. a 2 days event had change to 1 day full of activity, leaving now, a dinner for gathering. oh my, wat is this. anyway. just feeling tired. things just do not go right.

so now txy outing, my longing for it has gone down to 0%. i do not think it will be fun. maybe just a dinner and go off. toking lesser and lesser. meeting lesser too. just wondering when will things be perfect? what family. i dun think is. anyway hoping for fri? maybe not.
coz of this outing, i push everything back. i even did not go for my cca, dd not go for rakio outing. but now wondering if i should go the rakio outing and not txy's. do i have the heart to do it?(i don't know)

green is my world @ 6:42 AM