today is the shortest day ever. thinking of just having practical lesson. wow! so cool. but the timing was damn long. have bio pract test in the early morning. drgging myself up. so torturing. but anyway it's done. so after that went to have lunch and watch show with sabrina. 3 hrs of break. then went for oc pract. n this pract just take an hr or so. can u believe it? is so fast. n we just take our time. n the eugene just slowly does his stuff. anyway the pract went fast n we were at town.ya we were out to town. to celebrate sha belated b'dae. too bad edna din cum with us. it was damn fun. chatting and chatting all the way. went to watch movie first before shopping. prom night! oh my. scary man. but can be quite ok. poor sabrina! do not know she's going to slp tonight. actually is ok for me. i can still slp. the whole show lasted for an hr plus. and we were out to shop.shop everywhere, just to keep us going. until a point that sha just want to rest her feet. so went to nydc to hav some stuff. i have some cheesecake with chocolate sauce. cant rmb the name. damn nice. after eating that i feels so full. i think is coz of the cheesecake. i hardly eat cheesecake. so yap! will turn scary on me.after that they want pasta, we went to eat. the queue was long. not choice, i just wait n queue. but i din eat. oli eat sabrina crabstick n some mushroom. am too full to eat.after that we were back home. guess what, i took a cab home. cant believe that i really take a cab home. normally i just do not take. is too ex for me. but too bad, see sabrina carrying that laptop, no choice just take with her. peasants like me just do not take cab home. we will just walk our way to the mrt or bus stop and et home. hahas! today is exceptional.i feel so slacky now! shld i go for comt tml? just dun hav the urge to go. n is so tiring. n i shall not go cca too. tired! cant take it. life is just too much for me!i need a job badly. money is slowly getting lesser and lesser. i need a job! HELP!!! recommend me job!!! green is my world @ 8:53 AM
both happy and pissed!!happy? hahas! i passed my info tech. wow! so good man. i was like thinking i might fail. i pass it! pass u know? i really cant believe! thank god man! i was like happy till i hug sabby. she was so shocked. hehe! just too happy so tat's why.pissed! haix. guess what? our last info presentation was the worst man. even the lecturer dunno how to comment on us. worst was what i can say. i was like pissed from ytd night till today, and even until now with sabrina. due to who? thanks to our leader. in the morning, sabrina and i was like trying our best to do watever we can to make sure it's the presentation that we need to present, and is the best. but it turn out to be we know nth and now our 40% was like down the drain. shall work hard tml for the report and the edited ppt. must really do well this time. or all of us will be repeating. which we dun wan to see this happen!somehow feel like filling in the peer evaluation form. and make him do. really sick of such work attitude. how am i to face him tml? doing info with him. not going to see is face or my blood will boils!!!oh god! pls help us. give us some way out. let us see the beautiful sun ray! and may we get to the beautiful and have some fresh air. green is my world @ 5:04 AM
tml is biostat epractical. i fear excel the most and tml is testing using excel. how? shall work hard then. may my test tml will be a success. coz struggling with it now!!weekend is not a day for me to rest. i din even hav a chance to watch my recorded show. sian. all thanks to the info tech project. n that kiahow still have yet to send me the schedule, network diagram and handover. so cant finish the presentation. thansk man! tml he shall be careful. in fact as a leader, he din do much things. editing also we do de. he just sit there n work on the network diagram and schedule. TAT'S ALL!!! wth. may i not be his working partner man. f not i will freak out. will seriously scream at him. dun blame me for this attitude, but just cant help it. Arggghhhh...just wondering when he will send tat's all. keep calling him also no use. dun even pick up the phone. dunno why he want to hav a phone man. might as well dun hav it and save the money! green is my world @ 2:53 AM
weekend is finally here. struggling for survival this week. n here i am gonna say wat i did today.as usual comt class. but today is different. my grp oli went in for like less than 30 min. we only present and we were off. coz we were late too. anyway the presentation went quite well. last min stuff too. we got the video up, got the pic up. it was really a gd one. cant help loving this grp of mine.we spoke in different language for the starting. shocked? i dunno. but i think is kind of fresh. coz no one will do this. anyway everything is done! DONE!!! finally!!!will i hav this chance to do with this grp again? may i hav edna and caroline in my cats class next sem too. they were the best man! such nice ppl to work with.tml shall stuck with info tech. somehow dun fell like going. tired! but no choice. must pass my info tech! shall work hard till the end. i'm sure we will do a gd job!somehow i feel a little emptiness in my heart. no one to msg anymore! no one to tok to. suddenly felt lost. and dunno what will happen next. green is my world @ 4:20 AM
test after test!can be quite scary!when will it ever stop?this week there is like 2 test. an info tech test and a cell bio quiz. shld say it's finally over. but who knows, next week there is a cell bio pract on thurs, an e-practical for biastat on mon. oh bloody busy.why is there people saying poly life is so slack when i'm rushing for time? this week is quite a happy week for me. able to msg a guy, edwin. wow! dun think wrongly! he kept me compay throughout my lecture. so cool! then we msg and chat. actually quite a good person to turn to. and he's sick. fever! due to him caught in the rain. sad! but he ok le. glad for him.so yap. my whole week is mostly like this. tml no cca! wed skip lsct. due to the quiz on today. on wed did the practical. taste dunno what thing make me sick. giddy spells started cuming and my stomach hurts. last throughout the night. so sick. and bear with it and study for my quiz.tml is comt final project. so cool. how i wish it would end quickly. may it be successful! yesh! green is my world @ 4:43 AM
this is the second in a row that we meet for infor tech project but we are not doing anything. our ppt is always lagging behind. why must we finish the report before we can do the ppt? ridiculous! anyway, dun wish to argue with him again. shall wait and see how it will go. may we can finish everything on time. including the preparation for the presentation. gd luck man!now not in the mood to do anything. mymind just wish to wander off. studying for the infor test(networking) is a torture. may it be easy. n hope i can score 80% so that i dun need sit for retest! all the way wendy!! fighting wendy!!! green is my world @ 6:41 PM
guess wat i hav for lunch? yummy puff. from beard papa. so yummy. too bad nv take a photo of it. is chocolate. full of chocolate. just cant help loving chocolate. so we 3 girls, edna, sabby and me eat that for lunch. the outside is crispy and inside is so soft. inside filled with yummy chocolate and the outside is coated with a layer of chocolate. chocolate craving is back. hehe.thanks edna for introducing such yummy puff to me! muacks. green is my world @ 4:30 AM
cant imagine that i really finish cycling the whole thing. a sense of achievement. feel so happy that i make it. i was in the verge of giving up. thank god i din. should say i was happy that i din give up. the trail was kinda long. we cycle from east coast to changi to downtown east to hougang to serangoon to paya lebar to eunos and back to east coast. wow! such long distance.i met with muscle ach but still continue. thank to my fellow group mates who support me throughout the trail. and to the council who keep encouraging me to cycle all the way. they even teach me how to change the gear so tat i will not get so tired.i rmb i could up went up the hill so i just stop there and the sl come over to my aid. they accompany me to the end of the next ending point at hougang. they keep toking to me about how to change the gear and tok to me stuff and make me make up to the top. and be be together with my group member. by the time i reach there, my legs were jelly. can fall anytime man. but lucky i din fall.so the rest of it, i follow within my group. they were cycling slowly so is easy for me to catch up. and finally reach east coast. very tired i shld say but feel happy. then we stay to watch the sunrise. the wind at east coast was so cold tat i need a sweater. then msg edwin. he keep me awake. but i still cant stand the coldness so hug myself and sit further away. cold!then i left them and went home myself. the bus was cold too. and guess wat? i fell aslp. and i sit all the way to bishan. so far man. so no choice, hav to sit back. n am back home to bath and hav breakfast. n i was aslp while trying to do my homework. din went for the job interview too. so shall wait till sem break and find job.thanks edwin for keeping me awake in the morning. so great to hav u as friends. anyway thanks! shall see u soon. green is my world @ 6:09 AM
wat a day. went to celebrate hakam's belated b'dae. quite sloppy today. wear anything i see. do not even care about my image. so went to sch. do not hav oc lecture so we hav 2 hrs break. went to eat. then after that hav practical. and after that went to hav some mudpie. wow! so nice! yummy! then went to meet hasyimah and were on our way to bishan to meet levina and qing guo. coz we need to buy present for hakam. so we ended up buying him newbie shirt. ya again!
then lingyeow and hakam came. stupid tj, say me look like auntie. u better watch out. i told my mum bout that. guess what they say? 'how do they expect u to wear? wear some gown? i'm going sch to study n not some fashion show.' somehow stone for awhile.
then went to hav pasta. i shared with hasyimah coz i really dun feel hungry. then zinam came. his gf was there. quite chio i shld say. they were so close. somehow i missed such feeling.
after that went to take photos. n hav bbt(i nv drink). and here i am blogging. back to my home sweet home!
while looking at the menu
hakam with the present over him!
what's he looking?
looking at magazine
photo from the mirror image
a grp photo
after today, i kind of feel quite weird. esp when i see how close zinam n his gf was. somehow long to hav this feeling. will i ever find a guy who truly loves me? will i be able to find one who will care for me. console me when i'm down? share my laughter? somehow my heart has been longing for a person who loves me. oh my! but this phobia of getting into relationship just wont get away. just hav to leave it to fate!
green is my world @ 7:13 AM
went for lsct. my worse day ever. went to hav dinner with my friend. she force me to eat.so yap eat with her. n guess what? vomit. thanks man! my dinner was gone. and i din continue the run. sad i should say. need buck up on my stamina then.then hav water games. wow! i love it. though i din bring extra clothes, but by the ed i was not that wet. but was cold. hehe. so yap. kind of enjoy it. and may there is more water games!!*yawn* stop here then! green is my world @ 8:02 AM
today went to bishan to see the guys compete. is oli the few of them. then saw annling. somehow back to normal when i was there competing. can feel the tense atmosphere. then my nickname was back again. thanks to the people. shall not name them. it was raining when we left the place. my bag was heavy so one of the guys volunteer to help me carry. so gd of them. unlike my bro. anyway he has his back lor. and we went separate ways and back home.hahas! actually i told hakam lies. i know how to get there. but somehow want him to come bring me over. coz is kind of weird to go in by myself. somemore i olos do not know why i wan go see them compete. so yap! just go coz hakam call me to. and i was back to my own self. speaking watever i like. kind of miss those days when i was in sec sch. will time just turn back for me? even for awhile. green is my world @ 4:47 AM
kind of lazy to blog. so just hav a short one. been busy these days. hurrying myself to do stuff. need rush project(info tech). but is gd tat we left 40% undone. hope will be done soon! must jiayou!just hav a quiz this morning. dunno how i did. but hope can pass well. just hav to work extra hard!then exams are cuming. kind of feel stress. how shld i manage it? i see my classmate so relax. they are so smart. somehow feel inferior. what shld i do? i olos have the tendancy to skip cca now! how?shall end here! rite some other time! green is my world @ 3:45 AM
in the end still bought the water bottle for lsct. maybe just dun wan to get into trouble tat's all. so just bear with the training and get ready for the foc. just want to see how the foc is. i wan to play wild. hahas! so just bear with it. dun wish lose my 15 bucks. a poor peasant like me think highly of all my hard earned money. so wendy! work hard! no more complain!as for tas. just dun hav the energy to go for both. i miss the chance to go for the tas trip. due to the teachers' day celebration on the last day of the trip. also all the places hav been taken. if i am to sign up, i will be in the waiting list. so i shall not go then. also i do not think i hav the chance to be a committee in the tas. life in poly is just too busy. how i wish time could stop for me. so i can finish my everlasting work.i shall start studying le. all my results are not good. somehow i feel tat i went into the wrong course. bms may not be my type. i am starting to feel the pressure in my class. competition! green is my world @ 8:16 PM
