wat a day. went to celebrate hakam's belated b'dae. quite sloppy today. wear anything i see. do not even care about my image. so went to sch. do not hav oc lecture so we hav 2 hrs break. went to eat. then after that hav practical. and after that went to hav some mudpie. wow! so nice! yummy!
while looking at the menu 
what's he looking? 
looking at magazine 
photo from the mirror image 
a grp photo
then went to meet hasyimah and were on our way to bishan to meet levina and qing guo. coz we need to buy present for hakam. so we ended up buying him newbie shirt. ya again!
then lingyeow and hakam came. stupid tj, say me look like auntie. u better watch out. i told my mum bout that. guess what they say? 'how do they expect u to wear? wear some gown? i'm going sch to study n not some fashion show.' somehow stone for awhile.
then went to hav pasta. i shared with hasyimah coz i really dun feel hungry. then zinam came. his gf was there. quite chio i shld say. they were so close. somehow i missed such feeling.
after that went to take photos. n hav bbt(i nv drink). and here i am blogging. back to my home sweet home!
while looking at the menu
hakam with the present over him!
what's he looking?
looking at magazine
photo from the mirror image
a grp photoafter today, i kind of feel quite weird. esp when i see how close zinam n his gf was. somehow long to hav this feeling. will i ever find a guy who truly loves me? will i be able to find one who will care for me. console me when i'm down? share my laughter? somehow my heart has been longing for a person who loves me. oh my! but this phobia of getting into relationship just wont get away. just hav to leave it to fate!