went back to zhs today. meet my friends at 9am. i was late. so sry! anyway still went into the sch. shld say just in time for the concert. alot of new teachers which i dun even know. so we went in and greet the teachers. give them the gift and tok to them for a while. then went to the hall for the performance. quite boring. all singing. n oli 2 dance. but wat can i expect. so just enjoy it. after that went to look around for teachers to give away the gift.as usual mr edward wong is busy. surrounded by students. he needs to give away the time-table so tat's why. then we give him a box of chocolate. n tok to him. then we hav some photos taken. then he treat us to drinks. thanks mr wong!follow by ms tan. went to look for her at the 3rd floor. then tok to her and follow her to the staff lounge n then hav photo taken. n we left her for mrs lee.went to say some words to mrs lee. as she was busy, so we left her to do her work while we continue to walk round the sch n tok. then we left for bishan to hav pizza hut. not filling at all. nvm just forget about it. not really a worthy meal. anyway happy can liao.then gladys n hasy left us. so we went to shop at ps. din buy anything. my legs hurt like hell. thanks to the campus run. so just bear with it n continue to walk. then lingyeow came and we hav burger king. his treat anyway. for me i just eat the onion ring. hahas! stole from him. poor him. cum all the way to ps jus to hav burger king n went home. sry tj! i cant walk le. so cant accompany u to shop.can u believe it that i shout out for andrew in sch? actually i dunno him. i saw him n xl was like wanting to say hi to him. so i just shout andrew n say hi! kinda funny man. u shld see xl reaction. she just run away to the stairs n hide. then at pizza hut, i saw him again. a coincident. then he tok to me. as he was going in pizza hut for meal(i guess), i left him saying take care. then told xl about it. she was like jealous. anyway xl wan me to accompany her back to zhs to see andrew.tml is my holiday. maybe go job hunting. very tired. so not going the class bbq. sian! green is my world @ 4:23 AM
wow! today dunno wat has gone wrong with me. cant run campus run. totally just keep stopping. cant help it. dunno izzit i'm too slacky? or izzit due to not going training for 3 weeks. anyway today really is my worst. just stop non-stop. n do not hav the perseverance to continue jogging to the end. just do not hav the will to run till the end. pt was long. under the hot sun is worst. just hav a headache. but nvm. just hav to bear with it. dunno did how many sit-ups. can be killing esp when i do not train. n suddenly do so many. just wondering how am i to survive.after the run is break. n the sky is crying. so no where else to go. just stay at canteen 2. did not hav lunch. so at 12 noon, is the games plan by the gls. grp 1 was planning the games. so we are the one playing. quite fun. but the washing part was the worst. 1 agl cum shout at us. so we were made to clean up the place. yap is dirty. so i shall make my grp not hav any dirty games. as in hav it in the open. just hate cleaning up the place. i stop cleaning my hus(oli clean on cny) and now hav to clean the sch. is really quite bad. unbelievable for me. i enjoy it? NO! imagine using ur leg n sweeping the water away. is this the way to clean/ dry the place? this is the first time i do. anyway just clean for the sake of cleaning. wan to get hm early.somehow i dun fell like having cca anymore. i see no point in having cca in sch. seem so slacky to do anything. lazy worm is builing up inside me. just dun seem to hav any friend that i can tok to. in lsct and in tas. tas i can dun atend. but lsct i cant. so hoping to at least find a partner. a person who i can tok to. my sec sch de. she just has her friend. so i do not hav a chance to tok to her. somehow felt isolated. sad! staying at hm is quite sian. cant use the laptop for long. my mum will nag. coz waste electricity. then watch show hav to see the time too. someh=more cant find work coz of the training. somehow i wonder if i can skip training. n just go n work. alot just need to work everyday. but training on wed make me cant work. so just hav to give up on it. maybe i do not hav the chance to work. just my luck. green is my world @ 5:09 AM
haix! job is really very hard to find. i hav been like walking round n there is no job for me. is either they dun need people or i cant fulfilled the requirement. wat's wrong with it? as a student i need to study. they shld like hav a job for us students to work part-time. but no. i'm very kind already, working sat n sun when sch reopen. but then they say need to work like 2 weekdays n 2 weekends. oh my! wat is this? being a student, there is no chance of me working 2 weekdays. is impossible. so in the end no job for me. just missed a chance to find job at charles and keith. wth! i wan go there work man. the pay was like 6 bucks per hr. n we just walk pass n tat's all. after that we went to kelly services n found that charles n keith need people. so was quite sad.anyway found a job from there. called just now. but must wait till 23rd sept. n need to go for interview. so 28 will be going for interview. but how shlod i spend the rest of my holidays? shld i slack? or yap. need to go for theory test. for my driving license. hope i can get the dates fast. green is my world @ 4:47 AM
hahas! today's my last paper. so i'm feeling damn happy. i was like rushing through my studies and now suddenly feel so empty. but somehow like to hav this kind of feeling.so went vivo to walk. yap vivo again! no choice. my dear friends want to go n i hav no place in mind so i shall go. actually dun wish to go but feel bad so went in the end. my head was like spinning when i reach vivo. too tired. forever 21 top was damn nice. how i wish i hav one. but is currently too ex for me. shall wait till i hav a job.so after that went to watch movie. went in 10 min before. coz sab wan to watch the hyd thriller. apparently it din show. or it will not show at GV itself. so went in sit n watch the advertisement and listen to some weird music. and some cute stuff. i was actually called to show my ic to show tat i'm 16 man. oh my! first time in my life k. when i was 15, i watch NC16 show no one ask me to show my ic to them. is really damn idiot. do i look like i'm 15 n below? so weird.anyway wtch the show death race. n thanks to sab i hav like popcorns flying. my shirt was like filled with popcorn. n she just sit there n laugh. thanks man. but lucky is popcorn and not the ice-lemon tea. or i will be screaming like hell.the show was quite nice. horrible is a NO! but a little annoyed with that lady. she is such a bitch. but she died. so kinda happy. i love that baby man. n tat guy. wow! he's so cool. muscle yea. hahas! but ok. after that went back home. n here i'm blogging. still haven watch my hyd. need to rush then.tml going vivo AGAIN. find job. n follow by to orchard to look for job. so yap. hope i can like start work soon. best wishes to me! green is my world @ 5:24 AM
can u believe tat i spend my study week watching olympic? watching it in the morning? and study oli at mid afternoon. oh my. thanks to the olympic man. i hav little time to study.on fri, 15 aug was the start of my study break. went to study with hasyimah. n des and dan was upstair at amk library. they were like so cute la. din even know that i'm right in front of them. anyway is ok. then they left for lunch while i continue and left at 4pm. then went home and continue to study cell bio.the next few days was the same. watch olympic and oli study in the afternoon. am i a slacky? anyway i slept late too. just continue to study until about 2 then i slp. i olso dunno why i can tahan till 2 but i just study.phelps is just too cool. 8 gold medals man. his pocket mus be heavy lor. then s'pore team olso not that bad. win a silver. but what i interested in was gymnastic. the guys are just too hot. see the muscles they hav! oh my. so cool man. i think it just suit them. esp for the US. they are really hot. i like justin. the way he do the bar. wow! nice! my heart is melting man.on sat, 16 aug. i hav a terrible headache. but just study coz oc is on mon 18 aug. so just study. but ended up skipping to cell bio. do the paper abit and try to ans the qns. i had panadol as the pain was killing. so eat it after my dinner. n surprisingly after the panadol, i could not slp.. so i went online to check ans with sab. and i oli slept at 4. n tat was forcing myself to slp.mon exam! oc was my worse of all. afternoon paper. then the paper was a killer. but hope i can pass it. i dun wan be a cross streamer.as for today, cell bio. was slightly better. at least i can rite and do. maybe some are crap but at least better than ytd. the went to hav lunch at hougang. quite an expensive meal. if my mum know of it. i will be dead. hahas! but is filling!waiting for thurs. n i will hav my holiday and is the end of sem. so happy! shld i go out with my poly friends? or shld i just go job hunting with my sec sch friend? in dilemma now. how? green is my world @ 12:31 AM
finally is break for me. happy! hav been slping late. but just dunno why i wont feel tired and will continue studying. just like tues. 1+ am, i still dun feel tired and wan to continue studying. but lesson on wed start at 9 so force myself to slp.wed is also the same. but this time i slp at 12. hahas! coz thurs got test. so just slp. force myself to slp. as for today. a quiz and a practical test. din touch oc pract and just went for the test. coz open book. quiz was a failure to me bahx! i just cant rmb wat's all the equation. tired! after the test i was damn moody. then pract test was worse. test for wrong stuff. so redo everything. make me panic. so i also dunno is aldehyde or ketone. din see silver mirror so i just rite ketone. hope i got it correct. after this whole thng i got nth to say. just moody and my stupid head is killing me. hurts like hell. even till now. so not going to study today. shall start tml.how i wish my brain is bigger. n i'm cleverer. i feel so stupid now. almost the lowest in class. feel so hurt in my heart. is like back to pri sch. getting such poor result. wat am i to do? did i really choose the wrong course? how? somehow feel like crying now. but shall not. feel so inferior in class. all my classmates outdone me. green is my world @ 4:51 AM
went to celebrate hasyimah b'dae. meant to be a surprise but it turn out not to be. i was late too. so sry! hahas! but nvm. at least i'm not the latest. so now is aug. time flies right. almost all my friend turning 18 at this time. green is my world @ 10:44 PM
today late for the bus. but just intime to rush for the 154 bus. a close one. but who knows the lecture was like none. go there sit less than 30 min and we were all dismissed. we just fill in the participation form and take 3 photos. and we were released. oh my! getting ready for cca. wear club tee and did not go. coz kinda lazy to wait for the time to pass. moreover i did not bring any stuff to do. so will be very boring. so skip cca and went home. wonder what's today event. is so secretive. just missed it. too bad for me.went home with hasy. tok with her. tired so not much stuff to say. everything is about presentation and nth. well then i take bus to tpy and were back home.tired is all i can say!waiting for sem break.and shall work hard for the final exam!wish me luck then!!! green is my world @ 5:45 AM
