-Green In My World-

fnally!!!

Thursday, August 07, 2008

finally is break for me. happy! hav been slping late. but just dunno why i wont feel tired and will continue studying. just like tues. 1+ am, i still dun feel tired and wan to continue studying. but lesson on wed start at 9 so force myself to slp.

wed is also the same. but this time i slp at 12. hahas! coz thurs got test. so just slp. force myself to slp.

as for today. a quiz and a practical test. din touch oc pract and just went for the test. coz open book. quiz was a failure to me bahx! i just cant rmb wat's all the equation. tired! after the test i was damn moody. then pract test was worse. test for wrong stuff. so redo everything. make me panic. so i also dunno is aldehyde or ketone. din see silver mirror so i just rite ketone. hope i got it correct. after this whole thng i got nth to say. just moody and my stupid head is killing me. hurts like hell. even till now. so not going to study today. shall start tml.

how i wish my brain is bigger. n i'm cleverer. i feel so stupid now. almost the lowest in class. feel so hurt in my heart. is like back to pri sch. getting such poor result. wat am i to do? did i really choose the wrong course? how? somehow feel like crying now. but shall not. feel so inferior in class. all my classmates outdone me.

green is my world @ 4:51 AM