<body> -Green In My World- <body>
lsct training!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008

wow! today dunno wat has gone wrong with me. cant run campus run. totally just keep stopping. cant help it. dunno izzit i'm too slacky? or izzit due to not going training for 3 weeks. anyway today really is my worst. just stop non-stop. n do not hav the perseverance to continue jogging to the end. just do not hav the will to run till the end.

pt was long. under the hot sun is worst. just hav a headache. but nvm. just hav to bear with it. dunno did how many sit-ups. can be killing esp when i do not train. n suddenly do so many. just wondering how am i to survive.

after the run is break. n the sky is crying. so no where else to go. just stay at canteen 2. did not hav lunch. so at 12 noon, is the games plan by the gls. grp 1 was planning the games. so we are the one playing. quite fun. but the washing part was the worst. 1 agl cum shout at us. so we were made to clean up the place. yap is dirty. so i shall make my grp not hav any dirty games. as in hav it in the open. just hate cleaning up the place. i stop cleaning my hus(oli clean on cny) and now hav to clean the sch. is really quite bad. unbelievable for me. i enjoy it? NO! imagine using ur leg n sweeping the water away. is this the way to clean/ dry the place? this is the first time i do. anyway just clean for the sake of cleaning. wan to get hm early.

somehow i dun fell like having cca anymore. i see no point in having cca in sch. seem so slacky to do anything. lazy worm is builing up inside me. just dun seem to hav any friend that i can tok to. in lsct and in tas. tas i can dun atend. but lsct i cant. so hoping to at least find a partner. a person who i can tok to. my sec sch de. she just has her friend. so i do not hav a chance to tok to her. somehow felt isolated. sad!

staying at hm is quite sian. cant use the laptop for long. my mum will nag. coz waste electricity. then watch show hav to see the time too. someh=more cant find work coz of the training. somehow i wonder if i can skip training. n just go n work. alot just need to work everyday. but training on wed make me cant work. so just hav to give up on it. maybe i do not hav the chance to work. just my luck.

green is my world @ 5:09 AM