<body> -Green In My World- <body>
wat a day!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

went for lsct today. is raining. can u believe that i wakeup early n go lsct on a rainy day? oh my. i feel so proud of myself man. coz normally if it's a rainy day i will slp in n not cum for training. tat's me. but today is different. hehe.

no campus run today due to the rain. so hav circuit. i feel that it was rather nice. i rather hav circuit than campus run. coz for me i hate running. n olso i hate running n cheering at the same time. circuit no need to run much n no need to cheer. cool! i'm loving it. n ltr we hav lunch. i had jap. din finish coz too full.

then is grp 4 games. quite nice. somehow i like their games. not tat dirty. n is healthy. eat vegetables. but i dun like the sauce. yucks! the rest of the games was ok bahx! din play the water games coz girl's matter. but i still get wet. lucky not tat wet. but din play for the last station. feel so bad. sry man. is just too wet for me to play. so i just sit there n watch them play.

after that went to celebrate b'dae. or shld say i'm not invited n thick-skin went n hav fun. somehow i'm like the extra there. feel rather hurt hearing this. ppl ask me go n now i kena all this. watever. just my fate bahx! then the card matter again. make me even worse. i'm like at the fault. somehow on the spot i feel like just leaving them n went hm. but my feet just dun wan to take action. so just sit there n pretend nth is going on. i din even rite the card n eat the cake. din even hav the mood to finish my dinner. somehow feel so bad for the ppl in africa. i really left the whole chicken there liddat. sry man! i just cant find the mood to continue eating. yap after that had a photo taken n went hm. coz i din tell my mama tat i will be out till tat late. so yap.

wat a day man. i dun think i will be able to join them for the outing. somehow feel so weird after today's incident. n somehow i really feel so left out by the grp. is really a bad thing for me. i miss my secondary sch day. i want my laughter back. i want my darlinks back! i really wan those by my side to be with me now. i really feel like breaking up in poly. life in poly is just not wat i imagine it to be!

green is my world @ 8:15 AM