hahas! 2nd lesson of s&w. shld i say it was fun today? actually i like today's training as compared to last week. today is like more fun. more of fun n of coz training. but last week was like exercise n exercise. so yap. like it. but the coach keep calling me. oh my. then get to play with all kinds of ppl. somehow feel that i'm not very good in netball. or shld i say the rest are just too strong. being a beginner in netball, i'm really at a losing end. n play with the 2 guys are just too much for me. they pass the ball damn hard. if din catch properly, the ball will cum flying to ur face. and coz of that i think i sprain my ankle just to save the ball. i think i'm crazy. but nvm. just cant twist my ankle. hope will heal quickly bahx!
then went hm and was back to sch for the cheer. coz np celebrating 45 yrs of teaching. i dun feel like going but still drag myself to go. my head is like splitting off. having sprain my ankle, i tried hard to walk properly. but stupid me go down the step, din not go down properly. use the wrong leg to go down. so hurt it again. damn idiot. so after the cheer went back hm, while the rest went for the party. i think they did enjoy bahx! too bad i cant. no ticket cum no mood. head brusting so went hm to rest. n do not dare to tell my mama bout my ankle. fearing that she will kick a fuss. just hope will heal. green is my world @ 6:38 AM
tiring! but a slacky day for me bahx! had a maths quiz today. how do i do? tat i dunno. but hope i did score well. n be exempted from her lecture class. coz i wanna do my self revision. actually i attend her class is the same. coz is like a revision for me. did learn before during sec sch. then had 2 hrs break before dance practice. so watch show with sabrina. she study her jap while i watch her show. hahas. then after that went for dance. change steps for superman. making it more difficult. so need practice more. n need rmb too. quizes n common test on the way. gonna start studying le. somehow feel so slacky to do anything. when will i start to buck up? time is just no enuff bahx. i need more time. pls give me a few more hrs to study. pls!!!! green is my world @ 7:30 AM
sometimes i wonder if i'm tat stupid. as i grow older i becum stupid. oh my.is my brain getting smaller n smaller? info just cant be stored. kinda pissed with such small brain i had. been bitchy lately as my friends had said. shall stop this rubbish n work hard bahx! cant imagie if i were to stay back for a modules. i will be damn like idiot crying over the failure. i will not make this happen. nv go lsct today. very tired. n need chiong h'wrk so skip. no choice. n some girls stuff. so skip. do report and some maths revision. tml maths test. oh pls help me yea. i need As it. so i can dun need go for her lecture. at least i can do some self-revision on it. hope i wont make silly mistake tml. n may everything goes well tml.dance tml. go? i will de. skip tues practice feel so bad. green is my world @ 7:48 AM
today went to attend some relatives wedding. rush back home after sch. damn rush fr me. i was like walking all the way from lsct to sim n take bus. just nice 151 came n i hop onto it or i wont make it back hm on time. and yap. bath hurriedly. then went to the dinner with my grandma.
reach there bout 8pm bahx. n the dinner still haven start. so i had orange for my drink. n yap. i'm quite guai, nv drink any wine today. coz my grandma cant drink. so no one will order for me. anyway 1 less bowl of my favourite sharkfin. n i had lots of scallops. nice. so today i really eat damn lot. n there is this uncle, keep asking em to eat. pushing all the food to me. i was like full like hell. n he still keep pushing his plate towards me. oh my. but i din eat la. or ppl will think i'm a glutton. eat 2 serving.
n for once i went dinner with my grandma that i had so much stuff to tok. n stuff to laugh at. so i think this dinne is quite nice one as compared to the rest which i go with my grandma.
tml lsct. damn tired. shld i go? shall stop here then! green is my world @ 8:33 AM
yeah! new skin for me. thanks to hasyimah again. actually wan do it myself coz of the maths that i do give me prob. but nv did i know this skin give me prob too. so ended up hasy help me with it. n she say will teach me again. THANKS HASYIMAH!!!hahas! yap. gonna start working hard le. i find that i know nth except for maths. am i in dead meat? there is some friendship prob, hope will solve quickly. n yap. everyone let's jiayou together k! fighting!! green is my world @ 4:18 AM
stupid scienticfic notebk. hate it man. do the mol n play tricks on me. is making me hate maths man. wonder wat's wrong with the system. so now i hav to go to another class to finish up my mol. damn pissed now. irritated! wonder which class shld i join man. sadden~ green is my world @ 8:10 PM
hahas! been a long time since i played man. after graduating from pri sch i din even play captain ball le. then today lsct game was this. so cool. 1st time this kind of game yea. normally they will plan games n not smth like this kind of game. maybe once in whie having this kind of games is good. looking for more of this kind of game. hahas! like it man.damn tired! n hungry now. nv eat after my lunch at 1pm. damn nice man. shall not eat. kinda lazy to cook. so yap just bear with it. doing some h'wrk. hope i wont fall aslp halfway. eyes are damn heavy! green is my world @ 9:23 AM
hoho! ended alumni performance ytd in a success. high like hell when performance start. dunno why but i'm just high. not emo like last time. hehe. went to sch at 12.30pm. meet geraldine and heidi and went to eat with them. for me, as i just had my breakfast at 9+ so i skip my lunch with them. too full to eat le. so reach the rm n was like slacking. supposed to touch up on our steps but we din do. then we were called to go to the cc. so go lorx the stage really damn big. after that we practice our dance outside. dance n dance de. guys n gurls take turns to use the mirror.then went to hav a try out at the stage. had a couple of dry run. take a bow was like a rush. we run round the stage to the position man. so funny lor. din hav the time as well. anyway it was lucky we hav a try out. so we know what we are supposed to do.5.30pm! if they did not mention the food, my stomach wont grumble. so had dinner. but din finish again. hehe. crazy stomach lor. then went to change n had make-up on. oh my my cheecks were red lor. dunno hoe much they put man. n lucky they din touch up on my eyes man. or i will go crazy. i had my hair curl. cool man. first time doing this. abit last min but is ok. some say like aunty. coz too curl le. but i try to straighten abit asking leiting to help me. hope it look ok.is performance time! whoho! superman we run out high. cool! then dance lor. after tat rush to change into take a bow dress. rush man. then we run up. went smoothly. n when we need to run to our position, kumar bang into me. anyway is ok. n we finish it. everything was good! maybe a small mistake but is ok. so it ended with photo shoot. hahas! we had lots of photo taken. too bad i dun hav them. then i was like some idiot stealing ppl food to eat. hahas! go to everyone n take their food. idiot right? after that went back the rm. n is leiting n huiling b'dae so they bought a cake for them. n celebrate for them. nice right? had a spoon of cake. quite nice i shld say. but poor wy had to put on make-up done by huiling. but he look nice man. hahas! after that went hm lor. had steam corn. nice man. then went to finish my h'wrk. damn lot to do. so chiong mol ytd.today shall do the rest of the work bahx! green is my world @ 7:33 PM
wow! ytd is the first day of sem 2. keep meeting lsct ppl. coincident? i olso dunno. hahas! but ytd started some of the lesson. quick sian. they are like monotone de. so during lecture can be quite tiring. somemore ytd lesson start at 8am. so wake up damn early n with the lecture going liddat is quite sleepy for me. i can really fall aslp man. lucky ytd was like a introduction, din really teach much so i can hav a short rest. really buay tahan man. hahas!then went out to buy present. n then rush hm to put my stuff n get my stuff. hehe. n then back to sch for dance practice. ytd was the showcase to teachers. so hav to do a gd job. n yap. we did give our best. but i think on the actual day will be perfect. we will surely do the best n rock the whole stage. hahas! then slept at 12++. tired like hell.today lesson start at 9am. lucky man. still tired too. coz cant slp in the bus. no place for me to sit. somehow i shld quickly master the skill of sleeping while standing man. hen i can hav a short slp in the bus on my journey to sch. then had practical, end an hr early n i went tpy to buy shoes. hahas! for the dance. hope tat's the last thing i'm gonna buy for dance man. i really spend too much n tat. haix! watever i earn is just not enuff for me. shld i find part-time job? work on weekends? somehow in need of money. oh my! may tml be a successful day for me! green is my world @ 8:13 AM
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today is really damn sia. went out to collect stuff from hasyimah. n i got to have some malay cookies from here. so nice la. i think if i put outside, in the living rm the whole will be gone man. then went to find some stuff. shop around amk hub for awhile. due to hasyimah has to go fetch her bro, so she gonna leave early. i have no choice but to leave too. cant really shop. hehe. so went back hm.damn tired man. shld go n swim de. i even prepare all the stuff. then my grandma ask me to help out at the stall. help my mama wash up. so no choice hav to give up my swim n help her. or my grandma will nag. then hav bbt. hahas! weather is just too hot man. need cold stuff.yap finish cleaning up. n went hm. at least i can walk fast with my mama. if with grandma, i cant even walk fast. have to keep stopping n wait for her. really waste alot of time. then in the late afternoon, go cycle with my cousin. force to go with him. who ask me to be her 'sis'. anyway get to exercise as well. under the hot sun is a killer. the climb the spider web. feel like a kid man. so old still play this kind of stuff. climb up to the top n the small kid was like surrounding the bottom, make me difficult to climb down. but eventually i did cum down. hahas! n now here i'm. updating post n watching show. andy n solbi, the couple that i envy is gone from wgm. sad man. no more romantic stuff to see le. did cry a little. is really a sad thing to see them go off. but nvm still got alex pair to see romantic stuff. 3 new couples. somehow i dun hav interest in them. wonder wat it will be like this cuming week. green is my world @ 5:30 AM
hahas! today practice was the best among all. i hav been enjoying myself. maybe not with them but i like it. hahas! at least is more lively then the rest. so today is full dress. changing is the worse. i hate changing. esp hav to change fast. so really damn fast. dun hav time to like slack. so yap. lucky i'm still able to make it. hahas!
on the whole was good. had a dry run then 2 full dress. we even hav markings made to make sure we were on the right place. but actually i cant see la. is like there is too many markings le. so is like no diff too. so tryi my best to stand at the right position. learn the counting in the morning. so now hav to practice at hm(hope i will).
after tat is k session.we sing. woohoo! so cool right? coz we got the mic so just need say wat song we wan sing n we can hav it. cool! just loving it. sang 3 songs oli. but still ok la. coz i hardly sing de. waiting for sat now. going sing with friends. hehe. so went hm quite late. reach hm 9+. lucky mama nv scold. n 2 days in the row nv hav rice for dinner. nice!
tml not going sch for practice. quite sian. n my partner not going so even if i go i cant dance. so rather stay at hm. but hoping to go out tml. wanna go swim. long time nv swim liao. ltr all my skills gone le. is so hard for me to master man. so cant just let it gone. hope can swim tml! green is my world @ 7:03 AM
today my grp game. how shld i say? somehow i think i'm a failure. just cant get high. getting cold feet or watever. i just cant brief my fellow gls. somehow kind of regret it. alot of comments was given to me. somehow i agree with it. is my fault too. i shld thanks wenliang n qiudong for helping me out. i just could not project my voice. shld learn some man. or foc will be damn idiot for me. shouting to myself n not able to get the attention of the freshies. somehow i think i shld be part of lsct. i'm like such a failure. wonder what i shld do man. i dun wan be logistic. cant get high n cant entertain ppl, so not a welfare. n now games. failure is all i can say. wat to do? shld i just give up this cca?today end quite early. quite a gd thing. so went amk n meet hasyimah. i call her accompany me to get a dress. coz my mum ask me buy one for in case. n somemore i can use it for the dance. then i can return all the dress tat i borrowed. so shall say sry to justina n wy. coz i not going to use theirs. n thanks for lending me the dress. love ur guys.so we went ps n shop for the dress. cheap man. is oli 10+. hahas! then went to walk around n guess who i saw? i saw ah mian, levina n wy! hahas! so qiao man. then i suan ah min like hell. feel so sry. n my laughter is back. hahas! i really enjoy toking to them. enjoy the company with them. how i wish i hav these time with them. so wen walking around with them. n we pass by ajisen. n saw siya. s'pore is really small man. liddat olso can see her. so tok to her a little. as she is working, so we cant really tok. so left her. shall meet her on sat(if she can make it). after tat we went hm.tml hav to reach sch for practice at 10am. my god. so early. late have to pay. wth. they shld like give a thought for those peasants man. n those who need to travel all the way here. pay then pay de meh. n u think we wan late? holiday is a day for us to relax n rest. n my mum was like asking why i keep going back sch. all i could say was performance. life is so busy. i just dun hav a life. sian~ green is my world @ 6:34 AM
ytd went vivo with sabrina. she wanna find a winter coat n boots for her japan trip. so i pei her. anyway i bought myself a new sneakers. haha. just loving it. the colour looks weird. i din even think that i will buy this colour. but hope i will grow to like it. hahas. as for sabrina, she just shop n look around. coz she do not hav money to pay for it. so she just look at it. hahas.today was damn suay. miss every bus tat i am to take. thus late for practice. sry ppl! then hav lunch and went lt 26 for the dry run. so they call us to change into our dress n practice for take a bow. change then. somehow i look weird in the dress. maybe not use to it. or i'm not suited to the dress. n one thing. sry wanyun. ur dress i cant wear. is short n there is design so cant. sry! sry to make u run down n pass me the dress. so hav the dry run. can i say it's a successful? somehow i think is kind of messy. maybe is the 1st time. still din know the whole thing so is kinda messy. also trying to rmb all the countings for the dance. anyway it ended with a debrief and olso some comments from the sgl. some quarrels here n there. but we still manage to finish everything. manage to trash out everything. so chill ppl. n things will cum out just fine.tml my grp games. wonder how it will turn out. hope will be gd. no rain pls. n olso a full dress on thurs. so sad cant go out with my friends. sry! i think is impt. so decide to go for practice n not go shopping with ur. sry. n hope ur will hav fun. n hope thurs full dress will be a successful one. so everyone pls jiayou! green is my world @ 5:29 AM
looking forward to superband man. supporting 异世界 man. but guess wat? they nv win. feel so sad. even三月din get in. i was damn sadden. n the worse thing is these 2 grp tat is out the host din even ask bout their feeling. they just continue with the competition. damn idiot. hate them. oh my 异世界 nv win! damn sian liao. no show to watch. nvm. 异世界 is still the best! must jia you n continue to play gd music. jiayou!!tml is my day. going out. hahas! i shall get my sneaker then. but what brand should i get? hahas! not going practice. hehe. n getting my dress tml. hope is acceptable n i can fit into it. if not av to buy liao. tml shall be a gd day to me. green is my world @ 6:41 AM
let's dance to the music man. ppl might ask if i did dance before. yap i did dance before. but what i dance is not wat ur think is. i'm a gymnast. so wat i did was like some stunt and some movement tat's all. hahas. does not consider as know dance bahx! anyway this dance is quite nice. quite like it. hope i can rmb all the moves or it will a big boo boo for me. hehe.so ytd i use the whole day learning the dance. for me, i hav to learn from the top till the end as i did not learn the dance at the starting. anyway quite nice. just that i cant look at kumaran. hahas. i will keep laughing man. sry kumaran! just like wat happen during the solo. n i make a big boo boo. i forget the steps. oh my! sry! i will try to rmb. dress code was what i dun like. why choose a dress for take a bow? i cant imagine wat i will be like when i wear dress. oh my. i will laugh my ass out man. when i first hear that the dress code is dress i was like wat! coz i dun wear dress de. even for skirt i olso seldom wear it. oh my. wat will others think if i wear dress? will they laugh at me? coz to them i'm like a fierce and boyish wendy. i shall see how. if given a chance i wont wan to wear it if it's ok.ok then. today is my rest day. as well as for tml. mon shall not o for dance as i hav smth on. so shall go on tues n onwards. feeling so tired these days. keep going to sch n runing errand for the family. sian~ green is my world @ 9:32 PM
wow! i finally check the forum. hahas! how i wish i din check man. u see le will get shock man. maybe for me oli. there is so many things in there. but i olso din see all la. just went to chat forum n see wat they toking. mainly to check for the dance practice. damn scary. the whole of next week is like book by them. sian!practices: 3 oct (73-03-0009)/7 oct (lt26)/9 oct (lt26)/10 oct (73-03-0009)/13 oct (lt26)/17 oct (lt26). n the timing is from 11am onwards till like 7pm. i think so. damn scary. is like spending my whole day in sch dancing man. then 8 oct is cca. so whole week book for lsct!then when sch reopen first day is our dance practice. n sch reopen tat sat is our performance. oh my. is so rush la. hope we manage to get everything done by this week and that next week will be all touching up. may it go well tml. n no more changes. time is tight.if my mama see the schedule i hav she will keep saying. coz she knows i will start grumbling. n her ears will not be in peace. n her mouth will start moving nagging again. asking me not to join etc. life is just so busy. time not enuff!TXY!!! when will get to meet ur? i miss ur man! i want to see ur, all my darlinks. hope to hav a meeting with ur before sch reopen. WAITING.... green is my world @ 3:33 AM
ytd was my dad b'dae. went out early in the morning to accompany my grandma to hav her eye check. coz she just hav an operation. so need to take her for a check. everything is normal. so next week still need to bring her go check again. hope she recover soon or my mum will hav to go down to the stall work. she is just not supposed to work there. my mum deserve to be working office job n not job like that. anyway tat's wat my grandma hav to do no matter wat. so as her granddaughter, i hav no choice but to do this kind of work too. hav to help her out on festive seasons. after that in the late afternoon, went to buy a cake for sin papa. hahas! ice-cream cake yea. so just anyhow choose coz got 20% off. at night we celebrate his b'dae just before midnight. n we ate the whole 1kg cake. damn terrible. n i think is fattening man.as for today is hari raya. went out with lsct friends. went to hav dinner with the. in fact i think i ate very little. dinner is just too early for me. so cant eat. so a buffet for me is really not worth it. nvm. happy can liao. we went to play some game. then qixuan kena forfeit. do the dragon hunter thingy. i laugh like hell man. anyway left early coz mama ask me be hm early. so no choice. who ask mama big so i hav to listen. no choice! wat will i do tml? accompany grandma for check-up. sian! sch starting soon. green is my world @ 8:12 AM
