<body> -Green In My World- <body>
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Wednesday, October 08, 2008

today my grp game. how shld i say? somehow i think i'm a failure. just cant get high. getting cold feet or watever. i just cant brief my fellow gls. somehow kind of regret it. alot of comments was given to me. somehow i agree with it. is my fault too. i shld thanks wenliang n qiudong for helping me out. i just could not project my voice. shld learn some man. or foc will be damn idiot for me. shouting to myself n not able to get the attention of the freshies.

somehow i think i shld be part of lsct. i'm like such a failure. wonder what i shld do man. i dun wan be logistic. cant get high n cant entertain ppl, so not a welfare. n now games. failure is all i can say. wat to do? shld i just give up this cca?

today end quite early. quite a gd thing. so went amk n meet hasyimah. i call her accompany me to get a dress. coz my mum ask me buy one for in case. n somemore i can use it for the dance. then i can return all the dress tat i borrowed. so shall say sry to justina n wy. coz i not going to use theirs. n thanks for lending me the dress. love ur guys.

so we went ps n shop for the dress. cheap man. is oli 10+. hahas! then went to walk around n guess who i saw? i saw ah mian, levina n wy! hahas! so qiao man. then i suan ah min like hell. feel so sry. n my laughter is back. hahas! i really enjoy toking to them. enjoy the company with them. how i wish i hav these time with them. so wen walking around with them. n we pass by ajisen. n saw siya. s'pore is really small man. liddat olso can see her. so tok to her a little. as she is working, so we cant really tok. so left her. shall meet her on sat(if she can make it). after tat we went hm.

tml hav to reach sch for practice at 10am. my god. so early. late have to pay. wth. they shld like give a thought for those peasants man. n those who need to travel all the way here. pay then pay de meh. n u think we wan late? holiday is a day for us to relax n rest. n my mum was like asking why i keep going back sch. all i could say was performance. life is so busy. i just dun hav a life. sian~

green is my world @ 6:34 AM