<body> -Green In My World- <body>
Friday, November 28, 2008

s&w was rough again. i keep getting hit by the ball. oh my. lucky is not my back. or i will scream sia. but is a strain on my back too. doing all the warm-up is tiring. but still get through it. like to play the game. is better than doing all the warm-up n stuff. was in GK again. need not do much.

sometime i wonder if poly is a gd place to be in. getting slacky as days pass. ppl in jc are mugging their live away n me, playing n watching show all the time. changes in me is way too big. do not hav the life to study anymore. for me, since sec sch, as a N(A) student, i always aim high. hoping to get to express someday. s i will keep studying. all i had in my mind was books and books. i will always have the thought of going jc n to uni. but after getting the o-level result, due to my eng, i give that thought away. went to poly to study bms. the grp which i hang out with is just too smart. they can dun listen in class n score well. but i cant. dun listen=fail. wonder why i've change into such person.

n ppl keep asking me if i hav a partner. do i look like one who will be attached? maybe in sec sch but not in poly. oh my. they make me look like a flirt. i'm not one who will be so desperate to hav one. anyway changes in me is just too huge. skipping lesson is one thing. being bitchy is another. somehow i like to say ppl now. maybe did offend them i olso dunno. so shall apologise. i'm sry!

ct is like in 2 weeks time. next week or even now shld start mugging. i wanna my past back. my hardworking past.

green is my world @ 8:18 PM