HAPPY NEW YEAR! IS 2009!WISHING ALL HAVE A GD YEAR AHEAD!n may all wishes come true! green is my world @ 9:33 PM
last day 2008. slack at hm. slp my life away. really no life. sian.looking back, wat hav i done in 2008? studies is all i care. though there may be some events which i really put my hearts in it. but on the whole i still have studies in 1st place. enter np in april n did well. but 2nd sem was slacky for me. wat has happen? friendship stuff bothers me. training keep me occupied. though i skip lots of training. skip lots of tas. oli went for their 1st event n tat's it. ct in 2nd sem was horrible. maybe i just nv put my heart n soul in it. wanna pass all of the modules.my 2009 resolutions:1. to passed my ct and exam with As.2. to be sociable with everyone. (lsct n class)3. not to be tat bitchy with my grp.4. to find love n warmth.5.to be as loving.6. to be able to meet sec sch friends as often. miss them lots lots. green is my world @ 3:08 AM
went to sch this morning to help my cousin buy his uniform n bks. damn lot of ppl today. was like trying out the uniform n none is suitable till finally after 3 or 4 tries. anyway he finally bought his uniform. w/othe sch loo, so need to go back n change when sch reopen.after that went OG PP to buy clothes for him. no size. everything just dun suit him. ended up going hm empty handed. so is likewaste my money go all the way there.n today manage to highlight my hair. yeah! finally sia. the lady say i like lighter with highlighted hair. am i tat dark? n my sis say i look lian. oh my. do i look like one? hope not. green is my world @ 1:44 AM
damn sian. today late for the driving lesson n so waste my time. n cause my friend to be late too. sry hasyimah! then went amk with hasy as she wanna has breakfast. to a little. guess i'm not in the mind to tok. so din really tok much. then bus hm. slept my all the way hm.n olso sad tat i din manage to highlight my hair today. shall wait n see how le. oh my. n i shall slack today n tml. hehe. green is my world @ 9:46 PM
sun burn sia. finally realised my face is burning. as well as my neck. my hands got nth. hope it wont be painful tml. my ears are hot. damn hot. red sia. hope tml will not be tat red. as i need go out.
training camp was ok. hardly have the appetite to eat. ppl help me finish up everything. thanks to them. n now my legs are aching. my back is pain again. haix. anyway tml gonna go for lesson at 10. hahas! lucky there is 2 session to it. n maybe shall go highlight my hair tml too. hehe. green is my world @ 6:03 AM
went out today. go watch movie. really laugh like hell. the movie is just too funny. then walk around n hav ljs. the weather is just too cold today. was like shivering inside the mall. din even wan to open my mouth much. haha.
tok a little. as there is a party at night, so i went off early. i went with my sis n dad. had my fill. damn full sia. win stuff n i got candies. yummy. had a glass of beer which make my face red. n after that had photos taken.
a gift by bingxin
THANKS BINGXIN FOR THE EARRING. DUNNO WHEN I WILL WEAR IT. BUT THANKS! N THANKS FOR SPENDING X'MAS EVE WITH ME!! N TO ALL OUT THERE. MY FRIENDS/ PALS. MERRY X'MAS TO U!! :) green is my world @ 9:48 AM
today walk damn lot. yeah again walk. walk up n down. bought lots of stuff. spend close to $100. coz cny is cuming.
watch twilight with my dear hasyimah. is really a great movie. after that went to buy my shoes. wan purple but dun hav so took the grey one. finally a high heel for me k. i will wear it n prove tat i can walk in high heel. n i will be tall for that few moments. hahas! my mama say i wont be able to walk with tat. i will prove her wrong. shall walk for her see. :)
then shop around and try not to spend so much money. but int he end still spend. bought 2 tops from this fashion. n i got the nice bag which hasyimah wan so badly. hasyimah so sad for u. n thick skin hasyimah wants the grp to buy her twilight(4 bks $37 each) for her b'dae man. din see such thick skin ppl before. after tat, she went to buy her story bk. n home sweet home for us.
went back hm started wrapping the gift. finally i had bought all gift n wrapped them all.
thanks hasyimah for spending today with me. enjoy ur company. n thanks for walking around with me. muacks~
the place where we eat ytd. (more will be uploaded soon)
my x'mas present! from sha, sabby n valen
x'mas gift from hasyimah
recognise the pic? was taken during hakam's b'dae. a grp photo. will we hav another one?
my shoes
green is my world @ 6:53 AM
went vivo with my dearest poly friends. supposed to wear pretty but then i feel so slacky. so just pick any outfit n wear it. late for the meeting. but not the latest. hehe. then they hav lunch. so sabrina told us stuff bout japan. n shows us picture. then we have exchange of gifts. hehe. after tat went walking awhile. n we hav tea time. so cool. had chocolate mousse n ice-cream. i'm kinda crazy. such a cold day n i actually had ice-cream. had green tea n passion fruit ice-cream. sharing with sabrina. passion fruit is damn sour. 1st mouth oli cant tahan. as i eat, somehow it taste nicer n fall in love with it. haha.then went to buy gift. walk again. went to look at clothes. a green dress caught my sight. they force me to try it on. oh my. a dress on wendy. i like the colour. but is a dress which just dun match me. a tomboy just dun wear a dress. lucky they din force me to buy it. then we left sha n valen as we need to get hm early.photos are taken but not with me. shall upload next time. green is my world @ 4:19 AM
is a sat. din go out as mama dun allow. wanna me to help out at hm. which in fact i din do anything. oli help out cooking the lunch tat's all. din even do the business stuff. in the end watch my show n chat online. sabrina is back. hahas. go japan for holiday. so shiok man.at night hav discussion. n tat ends my day. so sian right?tml is dunno wat festival. gonna help out. green is my world @ 7:06 AM
go tpy to return stuff n got a gift. then went back to sch for danzation. hahas. is really a gd performance yea. like the 2nd part. 1st part is ok. 2nd part the best man. really power. the guys really rock. damn cool. i olso wish to be learning those moves. damn cool.after that went back hm. wearing contact lens is just too troublesome. make my eyes so dry. wan slp but ps to slp. n kena suan say my eyes small. are my eyes tat small?anyway tml gonna buy 2 more gift n gonna wrap my stuff. x'mas is here. my hm stock up chocolate le. yeah! finally man.THANKS GERALDINE AND CAILING FOR THE X'MAS GIFT!! will give ur when i meet u. hehe. green is my world @ 7:52 AM
yeah went out today. oh my. my poor leg sia. kena blister again. make it so difficult to walk. wonder how i wear my shoes sia. arggghhh. din buy any gift. just walk around n around. kena stupid for me today. making a big fool of myself. somehow my mind just dun response to wat i'm suppose to do. hais. nvm. is just for today. tml will not make a big fool of myself in sch. hahas.after that went to change phone. got the $0 de. cheap bahx. no choice. money not eunff is liddat de. so yap. n i actually trade my 5300 for oli $50. damn pathetic. n this 50 was given to my sis. so currently waiting for the file transfer. oh my. is taking super slow. n keep disconnecting. damn sian. green is my world @ 7:17 AM
today is so sian. weather is so cold. dun even want to go out. so stuck at hm. learn that the lettuce couple will be going off. oh my. feel so sad k. so next week shall be the last week seeing we got married. feel so sad. the couple is so stress n coz of the drama, they hav to leave. hais. cried as i watch their part. damn sad.tml going out. yeah! but was sad that txy lunch was cancel on fri. shall stuck at hm again till night time then go sch. sian~ when will i meet txy? missing them lots lots... green is my world @ 3:54 AM
finally done with the research. now left with nth le. kinda sian. wat shld i do now? very sian. wanna slp but feel so weird to slp at this time. tml no training ma? kinda shocked to hear that. hahas! maybe really dun hav. so yap.sian~ green is my world @ 9:01 PM
yeah! got a date for the basic theory. is on 23 jan. so is next mth. quite fast though. join the sch instead of having private. so is more ex. anyway today spend damn lot. bought x'mas gift for my 3 np friends. n need to spend somemore for my txy members. n my leg kena blister. arggghhh! then dun feel tat well. anyway at least some stuff is done.this whole kinda busy. go out almost everyday. tml shall be a rest day. cant msg liao. my hand so itchy man. so ppl pls dun msg me anymore ok. anything call me bahx. my msg really exceed by alot. so do help me to control k. can oli blame myself for not being able to control. oh my. cant send x'mas wishes le. lalala~ green is my world @ 1:42 AM
holiday is here. my mood is still the same. nth changes. is like no holiday for me. see ppl go oversea i envy them. is like dunno how long i haven step out of s'pore. will i hav a chance? hahas. anyway i got a gd news. maybe for me. haha. i going to sign up for the driving test. n next mth gonna go for lessons. hahas. is like finally k. waiting. but then no car olso abit no use. i wanna own a car.also my mum allow me to add colour to my hair. haha. happy. gonna highlight as i wanna maintain the black hair which i have. wat colour shld i get? purple/red/brown? i olso dunno. i wanna green but is kinda weird. anyway shall wait.txy outing is so difficult to plan. different time table different holiday. oh my. next week gonna be a busy week. maybe i holiday will be a busy one. gonna keep going out. i guess. hahas! green is my world @ 4:08 AM
COMMON TEST IS OVER! HURRAY!HOLIDAY IS HERE!CHRISTMAS IS HERE!hahas. happy? but no more sch for 3 weeks. cool. mean i can go out. slack. n more chocolates for myself. yeah! n...n... more to come. hahas! green is my world @ 10:43 PM
micro was a killer. hope i pass the paper. or i... dunno wat will i do. stare at the paper. n after 30 min liddat ppl started going off. more n more going off. make me even scared. coz i'm like stuck. do not know how to do. this paper really make me damn tired. study so hard but it came out liddat. really damn disappointed. maths tml shall work hard then. somehow dun hav the mood le. last paper tml n i will be free from ct. i hope time pass quickly now. n not stop for even a second. green is my world @ 1:15 AM
2 more papers to go. yeah! suffering man. cant go online. coz will get distracted. so din even wan to go online. or even to on my lappy. ytd morning was like a dead morning. wake up early n go sch to study. paper start at 3 and i'm already in sch at 9. study my head away man. but phys paper. shld be ok bahx! i olso dunno. ytd end so late make me no mood to study ipc. tired like hell. just started opening my bk i can go n slp. oh my. ipc paper so early. 8.30am. thanks to my mama who wake me up. if not i shall say bye to my ipc paper. but this morning kinda scare me too. take the lift down. n it stuck. the door just wont open. i was like going to freak out man. then it auto go up n so i press level 6 hoping it will open. n lucky it open. so in the end just walk down the stair. scary man. tml is afternoon paper again. shall work hard for micro as i did badly for the quiz. hey ppl! jiayou then! green is my world @ 7:58 PM
tedious 2 days. been studying for long hours. but quite happy with myself. at least i'm like done with some modules. but still there are some which i just dunno wat to do with. very tired to study micro. dunno where to start. no papers to do. no examples. so wat will cum out? is just a big qns mark for me. anyway kind of like these 2 days. study my life away. no life i shld say. but is wat i shld do. though there may be some slacking here n there. but is still productive. like it!tml is sun. ct is here le. fast man. shall do the same for tml too. study n study. for the 4 modules n slack a little after ct. yeah. waiting for ct to be gone. going crazy soon. hahas! lalaa~ green is my world @ 4:13 AM
currently in maths lesson. teacher not in class coz so some lunch stuff. so left us to do our mol. so sick of mol. do n do. so sian. sabrina using my lappy so cant do much stuff here. back is aching from the sitting. oh my. when will it ever heal sia. sian x100.feelings is as normal. no one to entertain. been stoning for ipc. din listen . dunno why i even go to his lesson. anyway studies is just so bad. tml is last day of the week. ct is cuming. have to jiayou!so everyone JIAYOU too. must do well k. green is my world @ 7:40 PM
haix. this week, not even ending but i feel so heavy. how am i to survive? studying lazily everyday as i cant sit on the chair for long. so lying down on the mattress to study. u shld know wat will happen when i lie down. i will soon fell aslp n there goes my studies. apparently ppl will msg and yap thanks to them i get to wake up n study again. my mood is not good for the past few days. happen to burst on one of them. bet it hurts. damn sry bout wat happen. mon was like shit to me. angry like hell. due to some prob. but all i can is blame myself for asking too much. my mind was like thinking stuff which i shld not be thinking now. just cant help it. and end up not studying. somehow i olso dunno wat happen to this sem. too much stuff happening and work piling. is making me damn worse. tues is my emo day. oli my best friend know why. damn moody. n dun even wan to tok about it. apparently u, u and u dun even know. coz dun even wan to tell u. n yap on tues burst out my feelings. haix!somehow i feel so guilty now for the hurt i make. venting my anger which i shld not hav done so. hate myself so much.but today was such an entertainment. my class ppl just entertain me so much. i cant even imagine that they would do such amusing stuff. this really make me laugh. n apparently changes my mood. tml. wat will happen tml? will it be like today? so cheerful? green is my world @ 2:36 AM
