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mood swing
Wednesday, December 03, 2008

haix. this week, not even ending but i feel so heavy. how am i to survive? studying lazily everyday as i cant sit on the chair for long. so lying down on the mattress to study. u shld know wat will happen when i lie down. i will soon fell aslp n there goes my studies. apparently ppl will msg and yap thanks to them i get to wake up n study again.

my mood is not good for the past few days. happen to burst on one of them. bet it hurts. damn sry bout wat happen. mon was like shit to me. angry like hell. due to some prob. but all i can is blame myself for asking too much. my mind was like thinking stuff which i shld not be thinking now. just cant help it. and end up not studying. somehow i olso dunno wat happen to this sem. too much stuff happening and work piling. is making me damn worse. tues is my emo day. oli my best friend know why. damn moody. n dun even wan to tok about it. apparently u, u and u dun even know. coz dun even wan to tell u. n yap on tues burst out my feelings. haix!

somehow i feel so guilty now for the hurt i make. venting my anger which i shld not hav done so. hate myself so much.

but today was such an entertainment. my class ppl just entertain me so much. i cant even imagine that they would do such amusing stuff. this really make me laugh. n apparently changes my mood.

tml. wat will happen tml? will it be like today? so cheerful?

green is my world @ 2:36 AM