yeah! voice back to normal. hahas! can tok le. thanks to the medicine man.past few days was like some mute. but now can tok. quite happy. ytd prac was quite sian. MBC got quite a no of mistake. then INAC was like dragging time. can end quite early but he keep toking. so in the end end late. today's pract was not bad. end in 2 hrs. then went kap to hav mac breakfast. n then raining. so walk in the rain to find huiling. after tat lecture n went to sign the form for main com. yap. wanna be in main com. dunno if i'm up to the job. but will try my best.less n less time with dear. how? really wanna spend time with him.phone send for repair. need phone badly. got spare phone? lend me.n i wan go shopping. but kinda broke. jobs... where are u. i wanna hold a part-time job... green is my world @ 4:04 AM
PASSED!!!no voice as usual. went see doc. force to. queue was long. no choice. so yap. feel sad tat i cant go for the stay over. hope u ppl hav fun. must play hard. green is my world @ 9:15 PM
wth is wrong with me man. is like trying to find some stuff to quarrel with him. stupid me are not helping in anything. now. emotions flowing like hell. 1 litres of tears? killing ppl? totally damn pissed with myself. no mood for studies. totally sian.hate myself!!! green is my world @ 8:55 AM
2nd day without voice. is so xin ku. not able to tok. n ppl hardly know wat i'm toking. kind of tired.n it got worse. worse than ytd. at least ytd tok, ppl still can hear. but today, i'm forcing the voice out. today i'm quite emo, i shld say. ppl hear my voice n luagh. haix. watever. let them luagh then. lesson was ok. but slept during the last lecture. cant help it.may my voice be ok tml. n shld i go tml? still unsure. green is my world @ 3:53 AM
finally everything is over. weee~ dance4fun is over. n for tat i lost my voice. sobs.today is the event. kind of sad la. din win. bet u all are as sad right. but nvm. my friends say we did alright. n is nice. better than the other sch too. we olso did our best. am i right? so dun need be sad de. in our hearts, we win le. n for tat really need thanks steph for the dance. the freshies who were so high even to the last. n to the sgl. yeah! and before tat. went help out for the orientation. hahas. had some fun. 1M03 make me demo all the stuff. so sad. but nvm lor. they hav fun can le. so yap. join them in some game. they themselves are high. no voice to play with them. so din really join them. kind of sry for tat. anyway is over. lunch n went for lesson. i&e was ok. the lecturer is good. let us all off early. hahas. ytd was really damn tired. rehearsal for dance. after tat continue practice. n a briefing. omg. drag till 10.30 liddat. then went home without dinner. quite tired. so yap. msg halfway n fell aslp. feel so bad. say wanna pei dear tok but i fell aslp. sry.tml shall be another long day for me. gonna be mute. dun tok so tat i will regain my voice back. green is my world @ 7:54 AM
ytd was 1st day of sch. damn tired i shld say. 1st day pract class le. n we started pract. results for mbc was wrong. so hav to re-do. totally quite bad. but still do. no choice. after tat is inac. tat teacher damn 'gd' man. teach= nv teach. we hav to do the pract our own. din even teach us. so everything we figure out ourselves. even ask if the graph is ok. he just say values can fit in can le. wat is this. is like nv say la. after tat totally sian.then went for dance. had dinner 1st. then did my work. need rush. then dance. after tat meeting n some talks. drag damn long. then cant tahan coz need rush h'wrk. so left early. feel quite bad. went hm do h'wrk. n slept oli 3 hrs. tired.today 8am lesson. like some zombie. slept throughout bus journey to sch. then traffic jam make my slp even better. can slp longer. then 4 hrs lap. sian. martas yea. hardly hear wat she tok. but prat was ok. then had lunch n was mbc lecture. after tat went vivo for free cone day. free cone man. yummy. like it. had bk for dinner n was late for dance coz jam. slept on the way again. tired. dance in hot room. after tat meeting again. n home sweet home. tired~tml is rehearsal for dance4fun.n actual was on thurs. may it go smoothly. green is my world @ 8:57 AM
ytd went out with dear. ate kfc for lunch. seriously eat alot. but he eat more. hahas. then a kid beside us keep offering stuff for us to eat. cute man. n i din know dear can actually play with kids so well. hahas. after tat shop for awhile. n off to expo. n to joo chiat for durian. somehow a little cheated. but nvm. had much fun. n we are the durian champ. n home sweet home for me. then today. slacky day. hate pizza hut. omg. nice. i think this week is fast food week sia. keep eating fast food. thurs had burger king. ytd kfc. n today pizza hut. tml is pasta. wow. fat sia.n tml sch reopen. tired. dun hav the feel to start sch man. sian. green is my world @ 9:57 PM
wow~ i'm burnt! ytd went sentosa with freshies and the GLs family. but for some, we went earlier. why? coz we went there book place. hahas. meet at 9.30. had breakfast before we went in. then jl n wy celebrate their 1 yr. n we hav lunch. i wake up at 7 to do all. quite good. some wake up at 5.30, 6 to make their stuff. omg man. anyway the food is quite alot. so we din finish. n was left there.freshies came in one by one. ppl got dunk. omg. pain! but lucky i was not. cool. went in on my own. then tio burnt. actually wanna play game with freshies but nv. just play dunno wat game in the water. after tat ppl were being buried. went to see vader grp play volleyball. they really play like training man. any faults do push-ups. then sit down n tok lor. while the rest play. wanna play but too bad dunno how to play. so yap. went to bath. n was at vivo to hav dinner. eat bk. then a small meeting. which was so screwed. everyone was not in the mood. so in the end just ended. today dance. shall dance. if not kena say. n my back feels so hot. omg. n pain. argghhh. green is my world @ 6:45 PM
yeah! ytd was grandpa's b'dae. went out celebrate. eat quite a lot. food was nice. my favourite dishes, chilli crab, oats prawns, yam ring etc. but was oily n spicy. but on the whole was yummy.
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before tat went dance practice. omg man. crazy in the morning but when dance started my headache. is really omg. totally no mood to dance. but still continue. if not will feel bad. steps were quite hard to catch up. but ok la. need practice. so yap. n went home to bath before goign for dinner.
today went out with dear. is like so long sice we went out. went lunch then movie. movie was ok la. ending abit weird. but on the whole was quite good. then went changi airport. crazy us went all the way there. weird! walk to T3 then take skytrain to T1 n to T2. then back to T3 for dinner. omg dinner was damn full. hope my voice will not be sexy tml. then bus to pungol. n to amk n back hm. somehow feel quite stupid. bus here n there.
really sry dear. fell aslp in the bus. n din tok to u. bet u are bored right. sry! just too tired tat's why. sry~ n i hope u enjoy today. which i did enjoy.
green is my world @ 9:10 AM
hahas! here to rite a thanks msg. actaully i olso dunno wat to rite. but yap. shall rite a little.1. to vader freshies:wow! ur really rox FOC. ur spirit which i cant imgine. u guys really high like hell. shouting cheer forever. but really sry tat i din bong with ur. sry tat i cant spend time with ur during the camp. sry tat i din manage to chat with ur. sry tat i din manage to tok to ur , to know more bout ur. i will make it up. so ur shld go to the mass outing ok. n from there i will know each n everyone of ur. so ur better cum. seeing ur enjoy the games, i really feel relieve. i really scared i screw it up n ur wont like it. esp the char kway teow. 2. to welfare:the welfare. u guys really damn good. bring the spirit of the freshies up. playing games with them. get urself dirty as well. shouting cheers till ur voice crack. trying ur best to entertain ur freshies. n olso rushing here n there to be on time for the games. if not for ur. i think the freshies will just be dead. n wont hav the mood to play the games. so welfare is zai!3. to logames:hahas! leiting n bingxin. u two really make it to the end. tired i shld say. running around. din slp much. n the rest.wow!we make it. though nightwalk got a little screwed up. but is ok. n i personally need to say sry. the sm game was not a success. making it delay for an hr. really damn sry. but on the whole. the whole games was ok. freshies like it. feeling high. n yap. really thanks all logames for making it a success. somehow i feel i din put in enuff effort for it. really sry bout it. but i did try my best. 3. to food com:which com got 2 ppl. hahas. u 2 really good man. 2 ppl still manage to run the com so well. without the food i bet freshies wont hav energy to play. n we ppl wont hav the energy to work. the food was nice too. i finish all the rice. yea. which i normally wont finish. hehe. so yap. 4. to agl, aaglreally a big thanks to ur. for cuming down to help. without ur i dunno how we will do. n for stalling time for us to prepare the nightwalk. really a big thanks to ur. n yap. i dunno wat else to say. hope everyone will keep in touch. rest well. those voice gone de. drink more water. dun get sick ok. haha. n yap. shall cya soon. n a big thanks to all. to all who help FOC to be a success!! green is my world @ 11:14 PM
finally foc is over. having been working so hard for it. slping very little. working our hearts out. n finally it ended. n is over. is a success.on sun is prep-camp. went to sch at 9am. then we started packing log. bring all the log stuff to the log room. omg. really lots of stuff. n is damn heavy. yet still manage to bring all. wee~ then pack stuff. n olso stuff for nightwalk. help rite stuff on the board. after lunch, went to buy stuff. planta etc. while the rest do stuff for nightwalk. when we get back. a briefing. n i was back to do the streamers n curtain. help stick the trash bag together. then was dinner. bath n back to do stuff again. n later help to string the canvas together for telematch.2nd day of prep-camp. all i did was nightwalk stuff. tat wat i rmb. before tat was some activities by the welfare. do some stuff. then back to nightwalk stuff. olso hav some meeting. then at night, clear the push-up we owe. seriously my hand is really pain. but nvm. finishing the push-ups we owe is really a relieve. n feel happy about it. then a small cheer for vader. last min think de. so yap. then went on to get out camp shirt. n slp.1st day of foc. tired! did ushering. direct freshies to lt 26. after tat went there. n we listen to some stuff for freshies. entertain them awhile. n had lunch. off we go to prepare for telematch. starting is ahead of time. cutting food n stuff delay the time. but in the end due to the rain, delay abit. n was ok. all sunny day le. after telematch, went to prepare for sm game. din know how to tie the structure was really a failure. then in the end, anyhow do a little. then when bomb bag was tie up, the whole structure descend. is really omg. dunno wat to do k. sgl help to pull it up. tat time i almost break down. dunno wat to do. somemore behind time le. late for an hr k. then bx called. really pissed. but in the end was quite ok. started an hr late. make me feel moody. din wan to tok much. just let jowell do the briefing. help demo a little. while the game was on, went to disturb them. but mostly was done by joseph. which make the freshies damn pissed. i got hit as well. but nvm lor. after tat try not to disturb them le. n suddenly bomb bag started flying. is really omg. hit my head. pain. but wat to do. just continue. after the whole thing, went to keep the log. went to lt 51. was being cheated. say need tie lots of bomb bag. n asked me quickly go to the toilet n tie. so quickly tie. n know wat. was being splash water. 3 times or 4. cant rmb. cool i shld say. then went to help with the log at lsct blk. n final showdown started. bomb bag is really a dangerous object. is really painful kena hit. was hit on the leg n head. then freshies started cuming in to our side. omg. used our bomb bag n target us. n bx was being hit by freshies in the back. omg. tat time i really dunno wat to do. n the whole thing stop. clear the stuff. bring log back. then help dry the floor. n then a tok by davin. really tired at that time. dunno wat he saying. coz most of the time i doze off. then a briefing at night at grand stand. din manage to hear. coz they speak too softly. then bath n check log.2nd day foc, my 3rd mth with dear. briefing in the morning. n had breakfast. then prepare for station games. char kway teow. help make the board dirty. but din make dirty first. coz is still early. n planta started melting. then tie bomb bag. this time with all the ingredients. omg. then went to help shooting stars tie their bomb bag. walking up n down. shooting stars n char hway teow. when about time, had lunch n then time to make the mat dirty. 1st grp is quite lucky. they are not so dirty. is oli until vader came. then die. i feel so bad. used the whole tin of planta to make them. they hav a nice hairstyle. n their hands n leg. is really omg. i feel so bad. make my grp liddat. but i myself olso kena. so yap. but lucky not my hair. then i feel bad due to i din look after the freshies. they got hurt in my game. one of them got cut. i feel bad. after everything, clear up. then went to bath. cant stand the smell. bath quite long. coz damn oily. n my shirt smell. so wash a little. after tat went to hav dinner. tok to my grp freshies a little. n was back to do my stuff. carry log for them. n then dance a little. went log rm to carry stuff for the nightwalk. do the direction plate. n block out the road. then bai bai. n was back to 80 to do my stuff. nightwalk started. help scare ppl in the toilet. scare some of them. nice~ but at one point. i really very tired. n fell aslp. feel so sry. then was told a freshies was gone. so we hav to go find them. search for him/her. but actually was a mistake.they counted wrongly so tat's why. then went back again. i din scare ppl again. coz dunno where the rest n i was tired. so just sit there. n rest. after everything. i feel so jelly. went to help keep the stuff. n throw them away. go up n down. help pick the dried leaves. then went back rm n was slp. feel so tired. n din even know wat happen in the rm. 3rd day of foc. final day. over slp. had breakfast with my grp. tok alittle. then mass game. help jl alittle. demo stuff olso. n play with freshies. then went back sports hall. n finally tok to them. but still i dunno their name. quite a failure. bring log back after freshies went to lt 22. then we went to bring half of the log to clubhus. n back to lt 22 which i was late for the photo shoot.nvm lor. too bad. sign flag. n freshies went hm. while we stay back n had a small tok. promote to sgl. n then the dunno how many a gls come in n tok. sidetrack alot. n make all 24 of us cry. 1st time k. a happy day which ended in such manner. but still we manage to help carry the log suff back. help put the tables n chairs back. n then a brieding by big jess. dinner n was back hm. tired like hell. so cab hm.reflection: somehow i feel so sry tat A&D was being held back. actually can be early de. but due to sm game. haix. somehow i feel so sry. sry tat things turn out liddat. but really a big thanks to sgl n agl who came to help with the structure. then for char kway teow, sry to hurt tat freshies. n i cant attend to her coz need go on with my game. which make me feel so bad. hope it wont left a scar on ur leg. as for nightwalk. sry tat i fell aslp. n din do my part well. but on the whole i'm quite happy tat foc is a success. n all went well. really happy bout it.as for today. after foc, went hm bath n was slp n slp. today slp till 11. reply msg. n ws back to slp again. slp till 2pm k. if the phone nv ring i wont wake up olso. somehow feel like a pig. my voice is still intact. but my throat is painful. hope wont lose my voice. n wont get sick. n this is such a long post. green is my world @ 1:20 AM
this week damn busy. wat to do. foc is cuming. so hav to work harder. hardly went hm for dinner. lucky my mama understand now. so nv nag at me.wed training was omg. went to climb the hill. high on the bus ride. then had lunch and was hit n run. omg k. wear reverse clothes. n run along orchard road. n with 1 of the hand with a sock. omg. then we do stupid stuff. sing, dance and attract attention from public. really no face k. but ok lor. is game. but poor wy hav to put on make-up. thick make-up. sad for him. n was my first time seeing condom k. still got rose petals. n was my 1st time blowing the condom. omg k. is oily. yucks. then on the bus ride to esplanade we were playing with the condom. hahas. then agl tok to us. n was release.then went hav dinner. after tat my voice give way. n my ulcers. damn pain. haix.n today, went hm hav dinner. is like finally. n my lips got bitten by dunno wat insect. omg. disfigured sia. green is my world @ 6:13 AM
