is sun. yea. time pass damn fast. in a week time will be common test. n i hardly get started on anything. seeing dear so tired n busy make me feel so useless. cant help much. feel damn bad. how? wat shld i do?tml half day for me. no sch in the morning. same for tues. no lecture in the afternoon. wee~ but still need go sch. cant change the timing. so yap. but nvm. gonna help out in the interview. so yap.tat's all. gonna study~ green is my world @ 12:12 AM
this week quite a tiring week. dunno why. maybe slp quite late and dun hav the mood to study and listen in sch. but not bad. din really slp in lecture. quite gd. but today i slept in mobio. so end up notes empty again. gonna borrow from ppl to copy.thurs went Bethel kindergarten. see the sch and ask some qns. but in the end we hav even more qns after we left the sch. so yap. mail the principal again. then went to sch. help out in the recruitment stuff. show videos. somehow i think got abit of prob. but was solved. quite gd. efficient team we hav. haha. then went to dear bx hus. tok n slp. then watch show. cried at the end of the show. is so sad lor. sad for the dog. then went to jp for dinner. celebrate ricky b'dae. had fish n co. quite nice but very full. n dear help me eat. hehe. the cake was nice but din finish so he eat for me too. haha. train hm.today's concert was not bad. though tired but still went. dun wan dear to feel left out. almost fell aslp during the concert. but lucky dear move n i wake up. if not will be pig again. somehow i just prefer the 2nd part. is much more nicer.to my dearest bingxini believe u dun wan to break ur promise. but sometimes there is no choice. i, myself, do not wish for u to go hm late. somemore u hav lesson the next day. so i dun wan u to go hm late. and be so tired. i believe being a v.p is a tough job for u. but i really hope u will divide the job and not do all the job urself. i dun wan u stress up k. and u really look tired dear. pls pls pls slp early dear. things tat ca left to be done the next day just do the next day. dun chiong and lack of slp k. as for this week, i hav been trying to find time to spend with u. but i think this week spend more time with u le. as compared to last week. so yap. i really enjoy ur company. u feel likewise?as for me, being ur gf, i will also be the girl behind u to support u. to help u de. so yap. n i really love u too. hehe. common test are near. gonna start my studies. sometimes i just feel so lazy to study. but no choice, gonna study then.next week recruitment interview. will be another busy week bahx. so ppl pls take care. drink more water k. green is my world @ 9:06 AM
feeling kind of tired. din slp well. had some weird feeling. but nvm. ytd 1st main com meeting. ended quite late. n had mac for dinner. did some work n went to slp. tired.n yesh! finally a kindergarten who will accept our proposal. yeah! happy happy. bethel is just so gd. so yap. at least 1 stuff is clear. now gonna find spot to hold the event in their sch. hahas. so for me now is cleared. is like finally. volunteers left to find. who wil help us?somehow i wil feel being watch at. dunno wat happen but just this feeling. somehow i feel bad accepting the post. my god. sian.waiting for lesson. i wan more time with u. i wan to go out.hahas. crapping now. green is my world @ 8:21 PM
finally sat. pass few days is damn sian. dunno wat happen. just feel so tired. n dun wanna go sch. but yap still go. din even skip lecture. feel so gd. tues dinner with gl. yea. dinner. went hm quite late. bout 12 liddat reach hm. then rush through my pract. n submit. then slept at 1. the next day i'm like some zombie. but quite surprise, i din slp in lecture. hahas. listen worx. why? i olso dunno. then shld went to children aid society but nv go in the end. then go meet dear for a while before i went hm.thurs was quite sian. shld go out but nv. coz they need do stuff for society. no choice. who call us to be so into society. n wan to help. so yap. but had dinner with gl again. but this time round more fun. laugh like hell. they tok quite alot. then went hm. almost make dear cant catch the last train. but lucky dear u manage to make it. fri was liddat. pei him. but din hav lunch with him. make him angry. almost pick a fight with him. really feel damn bad. shld not play such stuff again.ok. I&E was quite sucky. organization last min dun accept. so hav to find all over again. so ended up we hav to change everything. even need to change the date. time is really tight. hav to do all this before ct. n ct is going to drive me crazy. till now haven even started studying. sian. gonna start soon. n did well. as i promise dear i will work hard. n do well. green is my world @ 9:22 PM
went on a 2 day 1 night leadership camp which i think is quite lame. the games played is really not wat i think it shld be. thought will be some really dirty games or wat games like that of lsct foc. but nvm. at least not dirty n smelly. lunch was ok. din finish. not in the mood to eat. then station games. rough games was the staff hub one. wow. tat one. really hurt my back. bruise too. n now my back hurts. sit too long got prob again. the rest is ok. did help out in all. mainly as supporters. then dinner was good. a night walk which is disappointing. thought will hav be like the usual night walk. but this is different. lighting candles walking to sunset way to maju camp n cross the bridge till opp of ngee ann. and do a stunt( shout cheer). cool. burnt my finger twice. wax is hot. n olso burnt my leg. hahas. but ok not tat bad. then a tour round sch which we din finish all. too lazy.slp at loft was cool. but it gets too cold at night n is difficult to slp. so will keep waking up n slp. damn terrible. before tat had supper. hungry so hav stuff to eat. yummy!today was car building. finally i voice out. wow! n we, kia si, the first team to finish. but due to the cardboard came off, we lost it. no choice. but overall quite ok. the helmet was awesome. is cool man. break camp n went to eat. subway. damn full. din eat cookies. bus hm. n yap finish my sch stuff n am here blogging. tired~so wat are my strength? a qns by bj. so wat's my strength. i dun think i hav any. i oli like to plan stuff way before hand. so tat i can hav enuff time to do touch up. n hav ideas but will oli cum days ltr. cant think logically on the spot. a supporter too. used to working under ppl. listen to ppl's instruction n do the task. other than tat wat is my strength? i really dunno. shld i run for log officer? am i capable? green is my world @ 6:54 AM
HAPPY 18TH B'DAE BINGXIN DEAR!!!hahas is his b'dae today. din really spend time with him. feel quite bad. atually wanna hav private time with him. but forget it. think he wanna hang out with his friends so yap. anway today quite slacky. dun hav mood to study. tired. n discussion. shld be quite ok. so yap.tml is worse. cant go out. gonna stay home due to online discussion in the afternoon. wanna hav it at night but majority wins. i cant do anything. n there goes my outing. my movie. sian. green is my world @ 4:11 AM
back here again. ytd was just such great day. love it damn lot. the time spend with dear is just too great. like it so much. n i broke my record of taking a total of 14 buses ytd. hehe. n we had a great chat. love it.celebrate dear's early 18th b'dae. hehe. shld say i put in effort bahx. from buying gift, wrapping gift n cook for him. hehe. this kind of stuff normally i wont do de. but coz of u, dear i do. hehe.anyway i really hope u enjoy urself ytd. i, myself, enjoy ur company. do u feel likewise? n hope u like wat i prepare for u.today early in the morning, was told from dear tat my cheesecake was nice. best tat he ever taste. was shocked. feel relieve. dunn wat he said was true. bt seeing tat msg really was a relieve to me. once a friend follow tat recipe n came out damn cheesy. n tat person dun like. so i was afraid tat dear will not like either. anyway yap. happy early 18th b'dae then. green is my world @ 6:42 PM
HAPPY 4TH MONTH DEAR!yea. 4th mth le. quite fast. may our r/s continues to be as sweet and loving. this week really quite a sian week. quite slacky. go sch n back home. my usual routine now. like no life. wanna go shop but cant find a partner. wed went shop with hasy. but end up din buy stuff for myself. quite sad. my clothes. i wan new clothes. n a pair of shoes. then tues after sch, went to hav dinner. slept while waiting. really too tired le. cant help it. next week is best. no need go sch o mon n thurs. weee~ n tues oli attend 2hrs lecture. at 1pm somemore. can slp in. hehe. anyway hope dear is alright. hope his stomach is ok. green is my world @ 3:08 AM
